- CoMpLiCaTeD -

2009-10-06T22:49:00.003+08:00

I'm back here to blog about a story of my 9 years friendship friend~

Chat with this friend of mine few days ago, she sounds like she know who is right and who is wrong? I can't describe the trust I have for this friend. I believe that she have her own thinking.

Nevertheless; on this fine day during lunch, she told me that she was not going to eat because she want to get some rest as she is tire. So I decide to rest with her as I don't want to eat too! Never did I realise, she actually went out with a 3 months friend to lunch with another 6 months friend. So after all, I was cheated by this friend of mine. I really feel so sad, because I will never do it to her if I was in her shoe. Even when my other friend talks bad about her, I will always help her and stand strong with my stand.

To think of what my friend say, why you still side your friend when she have do something so bad to you? I will say because she is my 9 years of friend.

Till today I did an evil thing to get the answer I want. I want to know is everything a misunderstanding or what. Because I can't believe my 9 years friend will gang up with the rest to talk about me. Words can't be believe or trust. What every one of us believes is fact. I found my fact and realise I’m a friend who she don't want to tell me much. I then realise all this while during the 9 years she wasn't happy spending her time with me.

I tear right in front when I saw all the fact that was from her bottom of her heart. Even blogging till now I can't stop my tears from flowing. I didn't know I was such a bad friend of her. Movie was her favourite but she doesn’t have the time to watch. I even told my other friend I don't want watch movie with you all because I want to wait till my friend is free then I watch with her. But after knowing the fact that she actually feel that this was not the way.

Found lots of fact that the both of us are actually not trust by another party. But now what this friend of mine knows is the words from her friend mouth. I don't hate her although she has done so much things which make mi tear like hell. Now I shall not do anything and wait till she finally knows what is happening. She no longer believe what I say but one fine day I will definitely show her the prove and let her find out that all along she was the one who are getting cheat by her friend.

I want to let all my readers know everything that you think it might not happen, might happen. Don't be shock when you get this situation. To me I find that this is a very childish matter but I still want to post because I feel very sad when your friend treat you like that.

Dear friend: It’s time for you to find fact and not believing words from other people mouth.
I guess after knowing the truth, she might be the one thinking why she is so stupid?

2009-07-06T00:46:00.003+08:00

I have no idea what to blog about, life is getting from bad to worse. Working 7 days in a week is getting too bore! I’m really tire, I want countless shopping and outing! How I wish I have the time to dress up! Something is lacking~ I don’t feel happy at all! No matter where am I, I just hate the fact that I have to work. I’m being very bitchy nowadays; I tend to quarrel with so many people. Can’t this people just leave me alone? I feel so tire having to hate all of you too! This is so childish, am I the one who are being childish or the opposite? I don’t know how I am going to survive if one day Sirvin were to leave me in StarHub. I hate to be alone and I hate to be control by people!

2009-05-20T19:59:00.005+08:00

I'm in the office now, sitting infront of the computer blogging this entry as i don't know what to do? I'm super worry about my friend Priscilla!

2009-05-16T01:05:00.008+08:00

THE PERSON I KNEW THE LONGEST,

THE PERSON WHO SCOLD ME THE MOST,

THE PERSON WHOM I ARGUE WITH THE MOST,

THE PERSON THAT CHAT WITH ME THE MOST,

THE PERSON THAT TREAT ME FOREVER LIKE A 3 YEAR OLD KIDS,

THE PERSON WHO CARE ABOUT ME THE MOST,

THE PERSON WHO LOVE ME THE MOST,

THE PERSON WHO I HURT THE MOST.

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY!
I LOVE MY MARMI~

2009-05-16T00:54:00.003+08:00

I WISH MY HAIR COULD GROW FASTER AND LONGER!

2009-05-16T00:24:00.007+08:00

Where and how have I been?

Hello people! I wonder how many people still come and visit my blog? If you are one, I really appreciate. Tag me so that i know. I’m still here surviving and I guess this is the first time I have not been updating for such a long time.

Reasons being I’m too busy! After my last post complaining bore, I have become busier as each day goes by. Had lots of outing with my 2 sec girlfriends. Sirvin and Priscilla! I haven’t been updating so if you want to know more can go and peep at their blog. Swimming, shopping, eating and slacking at pris house …

Not long after this type of lifestyle, there was a great sale at OG! I began to work every day at OG till I found my current job. 23rd of March was the first day of work at STARHUB! I’m working there as an admin assistant (AA) at Haw Par Centre (DB GHAUT). It’s a 6 months contract as it’s a temp position. 5 working days per week and weekends I’m still working at OG. So I don’t have any off day now or rather is 2 weeks one day I will be off. But I don’t really feel tire just that I’m a bit busy. Let me talk more about this job at StarHub. It’s really those jobs which got lots n lots of sai kang to do one. But don’t think it’s easy, do wrongly then you will hear people coming and call you who is tan ting ting ar? Wtf~ I hate that! But it’s getting better as time goes by. Currently, there are 9 people working in our department. So you know la, working for such a period of time there’s of course those likes and dislike of colleagues. But one good thing is our ages are all very close. The first person that caught my attention while working is the girl calls Sabrina Tan! She’s damn cool la but she had left the working place already. Something to add-on I’m actually working with this joker name LIAN BISHI SIRVIN (aiai)! I’m super lucky or rather sway to have her by my side. Whatever it is, I have never ever thought that I will once again be so close with my sec friends again! Really very very very happy to have this joker! MUACKZ~

So beside works, don’t think it’s just going home and sleep every day. I still continue to go out with my girls when I’m free. Shopping, eating, bowling, pool and cycling! Sad to say that all this things can only be done after I knock off from work at 6.30pm. Next Mon will be going to my favorite place kbox! I’m craving for it for such a long time. Looking forward to pris birthday chalet! Besides going out with my girls, I still remember meeting peiyu that group of people 2 times too. Steamboat, marina barrage and dinner before they are enlisted.

On the 8th of April, it was my graduation ceremony. Hmm, after some arguing with my parents. They finally agree to accompany me there. It was a super boring ceremony which I hope I wasn’t there at all!

Let me list down some things I have brought recently. Finally I have gotten my first most expensive bag which is COACH. Thanks pris lots lots. The bag really costs a bomb but ya I’m saving now to get the LV bag. Also my first most expensive jeans which is LEE. Brought a new HP too. Samsung F-480 Pink! Working in StarHub and now I have become a StarHub user. No longer using Singtel! I’m really happy to get myself lots of accessories, a pair of sandals, 1 skirt, 3 shorts, 3 tops and 1 dress! I have more to buy.

At this point of time, I have step into a working environment and I’m totally making a mess in my life! I don’t know what is good and bad for me. It’s just working everyday and I don’t know what I want! I’m not happy at all. I have friends and dad encouraging me to continue study. As for my mum, I think she’s very contradicting too. Sometime wants and sometime not. But for me, I really don’t like to study. Hai.

Ever since I start working, I have neglected my friends and family a lot! I really want to apologies to everyone especially; eileen chua, yan lin and peiyu! I’m really sorry that I don’t have much time for you all and I hope you girls are doing well. Hope to catch up with you girls soon. I still read you girls de blog to find out more one lo.

To Priscilla: girl you are someone who I enjoy mixing around with. Just wanna let you know, we have never blame you for neglecting your friends because of him. Every girl wants to spend their time with their loves one. Don’t be so EMO ya. I really can understand how you feel.

Picture to be uploaded when I’m free.

Lastly, I want to wish the people below a happy belated birthday:
- Win (Hope you enjoy)
- Pauline
- Jian Hai (I was there)
- Hui Ting
- Winnie
- Christina
- Jaclyn
Wanna let all of you know I didn’t forget just busy to come and update only.

2009-02-27T01:33:00.018+08:00

Summary!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO DAMIEN !!!

I’m going to post a long entry and please if you are not interested to read you can always click on the x button located at the top right hand corner.

Don’t know where I should start to blog.

Have been super super super super super BORE! What I did on every weekday was wake up, eat, online, bath, watch tv and sleep. Weekend work. This routine has been on for quite some time. Getting very sick and tire already. Every day waiting for my handphone to ring see got people ask me out a not. But sad to say it’s a NO! I guess I’m not the only person having this routine. Many people are having it as well.

Was having my daily routine and today something unusual happen. I’m not sure should I say it here but ya I don’t give a damn!

This person came to talk to me.

This was my name and pm in msn.

Suddenly a window pop up and say: YES U R VERY FAT ACTUALLY from that person.
I was like wtf I have never msn with this person before. Was it someone making fun of him?
I replied: crazy?
He replied: haiz, sian
Aren’t that crazy? A hardworking boy has turn into ??? Anyway his someone from my class.

Someone makes me angry. Someone go and tell someone friend that one day I must buy flowers go down ting ting’s house liao. Isn’t that touch? I told the someone I don’t want flowers and I only want you! Someone say very sweet leh. Still ask me don’t go and work because someone wants to yang wo. I ask the someone marry me la. Someone say cannot because my dad don’t allow.
Thanks to that someone and I know you were trying to make me feel happy! Sorry for being unreasonable to you too!
Someone = Eileen (Bestie partner)

Kbox-ing with Peiyu, Alvin and Desmond!
Sorry people for reaching so late! Met them at 7pm cini kbox. Sing all the way till 12am and I left the place. Reach home at 1am. My sweet daddy ma jiam like my part-time bf. He waited for me at the bus stop to walk me home. The rest of them sings till 3am. Not fair not fair! Very sad lo. The three of them all stay west side. I’m the only one who stays east side. Next time call east side people so that I can cab home with them ma.

S.H.E autograph session!
Met up with Sirvin aiai and Mei Chen on that day. The event starts at 2pm Eastpoint mall. But crazy us start queuing up as early as 6.30am. Hahas. aiai thanks for the CNY card too! long time ever since i receive from anyone.

Sakae sushi!
I know I’m noob because it’s the first time I had. Met up with Joanne darling and Juan Ling. It has been more than one year since I last met them. Of course I see some changes in them.

Fish and co!
Again, first time trying it. Met up with Peiyu and Hui Xian. Eat and shop was what we did. I brought myself a skirt, dress, scarf and bf shirt. On the way home I took bus alone. The bus was damn pack and there was this idiot uncle squeeze me like nobody business. He ma jiam treat me as his bed. He laid his whole body on me. Thanks loh. I scolded fuck la! But he didn’t hear. Only the person in front of me heard.

I want branded bags!
I’m eyeing on a lot of different bags. But currently I need a job to fulfill my wish. I want LV, GUCCI, BURBERRY, LONG CHAMP and COACH bag! Suddenly I have the urged to get all of them but I have no money.

Prom night!
Today was the prom night day. I wanted to go badly but ya it's over. Can someone update me about this prom night thingy? Those people got photo can send me I want to kpo. I bet I will see a lot of pretty girls and handsome boys!

Peiyu has gone for chalet!
I’m sitting down staring at my laptop for the whole day where this girl of mine went chalet with her hub hub. Feel happy for you. Honeymoon again. So envy! Have fun and enjoy!

At this moment of time, I hate myself for still being like that! I tried to be happy in front of everyone especially my family when I’m not happy at all! Memory flashes back again!

Where’s my bai ma wang zi? Take me away from this place to another island to live happily ever after! My honeymoon~

The four girls that went to the chalet..

Me and Hui Xian..

Me and Peiyu..

Me, Juan Ling and Darlin..

Again!

Me and Pei Jun..

Gathering for S.H.E^

2009-02-24T02:12:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO DO ALL THE THINGS THAT I’M NOT SUPPOSE TO DO!

HOWEVER, I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL REGRET UNLESS I REMOVE 'REGRET' AWAY FROM MY DICTIONARY NOW!

2009-02-06T11:54:00.009+08:00

Seriously hurt 我连呼吸都痛!

I’m back from my 3d2n chalet. I would like to say sorry to everyone as I guess I have causes some inconvenience there. Initially I have decided not to go for the chalet but I want to get an answer in the chalet itself as well as promising i will turn up. I thought chalet could bring us closer due to our problem of time but i'm wrong! It's just an excuse! Moreover, mum being very nice allowing me to go for the chalet for all days as she wants me to have fun since school is over. I guess she did miss me a lot!

Back to my single life now, the first time in my whole life which a guy can make mi falls for him so much. Nevertheless, reading through all the sms, msn, recalling all the dates and things you have said before just makes me feel so hurt. I can see that you are doing things now to make me hate you! I want to remove away the phrase call ‘you think too much’ from my own dictionary. Till now then I realize all along I’m not thinking too much and this is the phrase that makes me reflect is it that I’m thinking too much.

I felt so silly for trusting and believing you so much. Why is it that at the earlier stage when problem start to happen I have never ever thought of the reason for breaking you gave me? I can’t stop myself from thinking back of the times when the both of us love each other so much. What can I do apart from crying? I really hate myself for being like that. I think mum hurts too when she see me crying so badly. After all, I have told her everything.

Why is it that you make me falls so deeply in love with you when you no longer love me already? Is this called revenge? I think it’s a lesson for me and an experience. People you won’t believe all this things until one fine day you really experience on it. Why is it I love you to the extent till I can change myself for the sake of you?

As for now, I can do nothing and time is the best medicine for me. Crying was what I can do. I’m really very tire but I just couldn’t get to sleep. Before chalet that night I didn’t manage to sleep enough as I was thinking what am I suppose to do in the chalet about us and e 3d2n chalet I didn’t sleep at all. I’m back now but still couldn’t sleep. Nobody was at home.

Crying doesn’t heal me but drinking and smoking does. Thanks!

Special thanks and sorry to this people: Peiyu, Yan Lin, Michelle and Hui Xian. They are the one that are by my side and things they said makes me reflect and I think what they said is absolutely true!

Somehow regret myself from ignoring and not believing what win has said. Anyway, thanks to him and Damien too.

Lastly, I’m sorry for not listening to the advice you people gave me.

2009-01-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

heart broken!

i have no words 2 describe my feelin! i cried myself 2 sleep every nite! even durin e daes time i cried too! y am i behavin like a crybaby? those hu have noe mi well will noe tat i dun cry so easily.. when i’m sad i always try 2 be strong n not 2 cry! but now i have nthin 2 say..

no words can describe how much i luv, miss n treasure u! but wat about u? everythin seems 2 be fine 2 u.. u didn’t even realize u have change alr.. i tink u realli need 2 noe e diff between treatin ur frenz n gf.. it’s diff!!! i dun even tink he will come n read my blog! readers wat’s a bf 4??? when i need 2 get all my things done by myself.. or rather i always need my frenz 2 acc mi 2 get things done..

ytd i went shoppin after work wit some of them.. was on my way back hm waitin 4 bus at a super dark place alone.. it was quite scary n all e bus was pack.. due 2 tat, i have no bus 2 board and continue 2 wait.. finalli i could board e bus after waitin 4 such a long time.. e whole bus was filled with indian guy.. once again there’s a indian pervert guy.. dun wish 2 say wat he did 2 mi! was damn scary.. i dunno y this always happen 2 mi? i dunno hu can i contact 2 help mi.. aniwae its over!

i stay back 2dae after sch 2 do nthin.. i dun even noe e reasons y i stay back.. maybe cos i dun wanna reach hm so early 2 do nthin.. i went back after sch alone! i dun understand y izzit tat i dun even noe wat his doin? he had nv tell mi anythin! wat he noe is pushin mi 2 all my frenz 2 let them acc mi.. tell mi wat’s e use of goin sch wit this type of things happenin? i cried my way back hm in bus again! i hate 2 hear u sayin i’m outside when i call 2 tell u somethin cos i dun even have e chance 2 tok! checkin my phone 4 ur call n msg everytime.. can ani 1 pls tell mi wat should i do?

special thanks 2 peiyu 4 all e things u have done!

she’s always e one hu nv fails 2 make mi feel i’m all alone.. moreover, thanks 2 her alvin hub hub too! i tink he c mi so ke lian till he doesn’t even mind n offer mi 2 have dinner wit e both of them.. thanks 2 both of u! i realli dun wanna disturb both of u la.. hope e both of u have an enjoyable dinner!

goin 4 an interview next wk but i dun even noe how 2 go.. but nvm, i will try 2 get my wat there alone! lastly, i wanna watch e CNY movie by mediacorp.. e wedding game(da xi shi).. frenz date mi out soon can? i wanna watch badly! i need k-session 2 make mi happi!

2009-01-14T15:02:00.006+08:00

fyp is finalli over!

dun feel like tokin more about fyp as it is over.. now its time 4 mi 2 enjoy life.. but i’m bore already.. i have nthin 2 do everydae.. quite sick of this life.. wit no 1 acc mi wat i wan 2 do.. but veri luckily i have peiyu 2 acc mi online nowadaes.. not 4gettin my yan lin.. hahas.. luv 2 disturb them..

not much things 4 mi 2 update cos i hasn’t been 2 ani place.. but i still have some pic 2 do e tokin..

lastly i would like 2 thanks my dearest aiai for the pic she have done 4 mi below.. realli veri touch 2 receive even tot our distance is driftin apart as everyone of us is gettin busier each dae..

tat's wat aiai have done 4 mi..

ze cheng, joan, mi n panping.. after presentin our fyp..

our celebration dish cook by pan ping..

happi gatherin..

2008-12-19T23:33:00.003+08:00

i'm still not yet recover!

despite bein sick, i still make my way 2 sing k wit my fyp teammates ytd.. meetin 4 fyp was cancel.. we cancel it on our own.. so we head 2 amk n sing..

when i reach hm, my vomittin was gone.. cos it has change 2 diarhrea.. hai.. keep goin 2 e toilet n fever was back..

2dae went 2 rebond my hair again! tat dae rebond already damn not str8 loh.. waste my time.. now oso not veri str8.. aniwae i'm veri busy chiongin my fyp like crazi..

2008-12-17T13:27:00.002+08:00

veri veri veri sad holi!

i have been waitin n waitin 4 2dae 2 arrive cos it will be my 1st time goin kbox wit my fyp teammates but however i’m sick..

was veri sick ytd.. havin fever n its damn random goin up n down.. didn’t eat 4 e whole dae cos watever i eat i vomited out.. veri veri xin ku.. tot 2dae i will be alright but i’m still havin fever n feel like vomittin.. both marmi n dad dun allow mi 2 go out.. veri sad lo.. realli have 2 say sorri 2 my fyp teammates..

my TAN KAICHEN VINCENT is still veri sick as well.. both of us damn ke lian loh.. hai.. realli hope we can faster hao as I WAN 2 MEET U!
I WAN U,
I NEED U,
I LOVE U &
I MISS U BADLY!!!

2008-12-16T01:05:00.001+08:00

finalli holi is here!

it’s goin 2 be a stressful holidae due 2 fyp not yet done! hai.. if not i can play all e way or work all e way 2 get more $ 2 buy all e things i wan.. i realli gort myself a lot of things this few dae.. nv come back wit my hands empty ever since i go shoppin.. but i’m happi!

finalli i’m done wit my hair rebondin! colour will be next..

TAN KAICHEN VINCENT~
always say i nv blog about him.. his down wit serious diarrhea.. too weak 2 li wo le.. better tc of urself well.. c ur name here must faster hao hor.. let u c 1 more time..
I LUV TAN KAICHEN VINCENT!

2008-12-08T01:01:00.003+08:00

不能说谎！

说了第一个谎，就会说第二个谎。。。这道理难道没有人跟你说过吗？this might look familiar cos i somehow remb n quoted it from '转角遇到爱'。i cant believe this will happen 2 mi n now i'm in e state of keep liein.. hai..

have a long weekend due to 4 daes of non-school dae.. 1 dae is self-declare cos i wanna skip fri lesson.. sian..

had chalet! stayed overnite! time spend was realli great wit u!

2008-11-22T23:55:00.014+08:00

i’m back here 2 clean off e dust in my blog!

sorri 4 not updatin as i realli don have e mood 2 do it..

consider as new class
super super bore class.. no happenin things happen.. no joker around too.. oni have hui xian there acc mi.. realli sick n tire of studyin in class le.. sometimes, i realli miss my 2 best buddy in class.. iLi n fion!

consider as new fyp
hmm.. donno is at gd or bad stage.. overall, still can la.. work well wit them as well.. hope 2 have k-session wit them soon.. hahas..

hui xian 21st birthdae chalet on 8th nov
not bad quite fun.. noe a new group of frenz plus gatherin wit angela n winnie..

sirvin 20th birthdae party on 15th nov
have some gatherin wit eileen.. not bad still.. saw my sirvin aiai.. happi.. this party not bad.. still let mi have a shockin news..

happi 19th birthdae to my dearest eileen chua on 15th nov too!
luv n misses her alot alot..

21st nov
happi birthdae 2 my dearest dad..

*I LOVE YOU!

mi, hui xian(birthdae gal) n yajie.. w64j classmates..

mi, angela(long lost pri sch frenz) n winnie..

random random.. i oso donno they took this..

grp photo..

peiyu new frenz..

guys tat went 2 sirvin birthdae party..

gals turn..

my 2 bestie..

i luv this 2 e max!!! it's nicer in live..

2008-09-02T13:31:00.008+08:00

my holi turns out 2 be a super borin one!

fyp
met up wit anne tan which is my supervisor 4 this sem fyp.. her expectation is damn high n i guess i’m goin 2 suffer soon.. realli hope tat my this fyp will be a successful one..

work
i spend almost e whole holi workin at different outlet.. tire, bore n happi at e same times..

movie
quite some time ago i watch money no enough 2, cyborg she n 4bia.. woohoo.. i cant imagine i watch so much movie loh.. cos i always like singin k den watchin movie.. e whole of this holi i have nv step into e kbox.. but all e movie i watch was super nice..

sushi session
wonderful sushi session wit yan lin n joan.. from yan lin blog u will noe wat joan did.. reading yan lin entry realli make mi laugh like hell.. even when i close my eyes, tink of tat scenario i cant stop laughin at joan.. beautiful n nice sushi pic will be uploaded..

result n class allocation

result wasn’t as good as last sem.. quite disappointed but i should be content wit my fyp already.. my upcomin class is w64j.. so happi tat i don have 2 change class.. everydae seein diff face in this class.. lols.. gd 2 be wit hui xian everydae in e same class.. look 4ward 2 my new class..

delicious sushi..

feel like eatin?

all e sushi we have make..

finalli i have got myself a ZEN stone wit build in speaker 2GB in black..

my dream hp G900 luv it 2 e max..

2008-09-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO MY PRECIOUS GAL YAN LIN !!!

2008-08-18T23:59:00.011+08:00

holi is here!

last dae of class was great! hmm.. will upload e pic i took wit my gals.. didn’t realli celebrate wit boy but hope he app wat i have done.. watched my 1st movie wit him money no enough 2.. i recommend those haven watch one go n watch.. i can say e show is not bad super funni.. ppl now in HK enjoyin while i do my bloggin hor..

olympics was super super great! i realli enjoy it.. finalli, Singapore has won a silver medal 4 table tennis.. so happi! now i change my luv from li jia wei 2 feng tian wei.. she’s great! went 2 work on e weekend.. i can say its realli fun as i dun feel bore at all! thanks 2 those tat make it a gd weekend i had..

2dae was suppose 2 be a borin dae.. but wit my fav gal yan lin i realli had a gd dae.. i went 2 her house.. 1st time sia.. lols.. thanks her 4 doin so much things.. hmm.. we make food n fruit salad 2gether.. but i tink ¾ of it is she do one.. e sausage prata she make 4 mi oso veri veri nice.. 4get 2 take tat pic now in my stomach le.. so nice! her marmi oso quite gd one.. can c tat she veri friendly.. i have change my eye candy phone from sony ericsson k850i 2 LG viewty den 2 sony ericsson G900 now.. haiyo.. i veri ma fan leh.. went shoppin alone after i left yan lin's house 2 parkway! c i'm so independent now le.. i jus realise e things i wan jus go down e list.. there's soooo much things i'm gonna get it soon!

ingredient 4 food salad tat is cook..

ready 2 eat de food salad.. yummy!

our fruit salad.. c carefully is different from e pervious one..

joan ar joan.. dun get tempted ar.. soooo nice!

my 2 best frenz iLi n fion..

mi n ningchen..

e 4 of us 2gether..

random random..

finalli, mi n fion baobei..

2008-08-16T00:00:00.006+08:00

HAPPI 21st BIRTHDAE 2 MY DEAREST BOY !!!

2008-08-09T01:11:00.001+08:00

sch comin 2 an end!

2dae
sch was damn bore esp without boy around.. already so mani ppl nv come le.. but nvm i still have iLi n zhen xiong.. feel so sorri tat i didn’t have e time 2 acc them.. aniwae at least i still went 4 a long gatherin session wit my last sem classmates.. although i shouldn’t be there listenin but i gain alot okae.. teach mi bad.. lols..

ytd
iLi didn’t turn up 4 class 2dae.. but i have gort fion so its alright.. went 2 sch n back hm all alone! i tink i was too tire till i fall asleep on e bus 168 all e way.. reach hm sleep again as my lesson ended at 2.35pm.. cheers~ didn’t get anythin from e faci.. but 2dae she’s realli veri veri pretty.. 1st time i have gort e mood 2 stare at her.. her lesson was damn slack.. don have 2 do anythin includin ppt slides.. so 3rd meetin was jus havin some discussion.. she promise 2 tell us story.. n i can tell u her story is veri interestin.. without fail her story contains some dirty part.. ah ya.. she veri standard one.. after 2dae i can confirm tat she’s veri veri open.. aniwae she goin TP 2 be part-timer soon.. she can even relate her story 2 marketin.. soooo cool! i’m gonna miss her 4 sure..

i’m veri angry about somethin.. i noe i’m veri ‘xiao qi’ but i cant be bother.. i jus wan 2 say out.. i don even care e person read my blog anot.. I DON GIVE A DAMN!!! i hate ppl tellin mi ehz y u still come 2 sch? no need 2 come le la.. u always come one leh.. pls loh.. u tink ppl like u ar.. skip more than half gettin a cmi grade.. 2 mi skippin twice 4 a module is enough.. so i already skip twice le of course will come la.. veri kpo loh.. my boy oso dun care about mi so much hao ma? wth! den those come everydae one leh?

wed
had k-session wit my classmates.. hmm.. not tat fun as compare 2 goin wit my yan lin.. aniwae thanks boy 4 acc mi even when he doesn’t like it.. hahas.. we had a long trip b4 we reach hm.. tat’s all! i realli need more k-session ppl.. cravin 4 sony ericsson k850i !!!

do this pic look familar 2 u? is some modify version of somethin.. yan lin did u realise?
e creator of e pic which is my pretti pretti de huizi.. she's too bore n they were makin fun of mi!

2008-08-04T17:10:00.000+08:00

once again, i skip 2dae’s lesson!

plan not 2 go 4 class ytd durin work.. reasons bein i am too tire, lazy n i feel like studyin marketing ut.. but i always fail 2 do wat i wan 2 do.. hmm.. sch is comin 2 an end 4 this sem.. cheers~

skippin lesson is gd as i can spend my time sleepin.. but … i didn’t have a great time sleepin.. reason bein cos i’m too silly already.. saw a bunch of banana at hm but don feel like eatin it.. so bein a gd daugther i decide 2 eat 1 so tat when marmi come back she won scold mi say she buy already i nv eat.. when i try 2 pluck off 1, e 1 tat i pluck didn’t came off but all e behind banana drop on e floor.. so i was like wts~ where gort ppl so stupid one.. so i ate as much as i can but still couldn’t finish it.. hmm.. told marmi about it n she start scoldin..

yan lin had a great laugh n she say u sure stuck in e toilet 2nite.. hai.. wat she say realli true.. my stomach was soooo pain but i went 2 e toilet nthin came out.. i cant even get 2 sleep.. i keep on walkin around in e middle of e nite till my marmi scold mi say i veri noisy.. e pain didn’t went off n i feel like vomittin.. super super ke lian.. no words can describe how i feel.. after few hrs i went 2 sleep n 2dae i wake up okae already.. i guess is cos e banana i ate cant digest.. marmi say e banana cant eat too much at 1 time n so late already.. i guess i will nv eat banana again!
yan lin i realli luv u alotssss.. i have nv regret noein such a nice gal like u.. thanks 4 everythin.. i realli agree tat this fyp have bring us closer.. work hard on e upcomin one.. cheers~

* pic extract from yan lin blog

2008-08-02T19:18:00.001+08:00

i’m back!

promise 2 make my reader satisfy ya.. spend so much time uploadin those pic.. hope u all enjoy readin.. i have separated them into 3 diff parts..

hmm.. holi is comin n yeah i can have a gd rest.. this sem oso skip quite a few lesson 2 stay at hm n slack.. gettin more n more bore oso..

lastly, 2 update u ppl abit.. i’m happily attach 2 boy.. thanks 4 everythin..

2008-08-02T18:16:00.000+08:00

my wonderful birthdae on 24th july!

i didn’t expect my birthdae 2 be such a wonderful one.. alot alot of ppl 2 thanks.. shall summarise tat dae itself.. i have frenz bluffin mi this n tat jus 2 give mi a big surprise.. initially was suppose 2 spend wit 1 person on tat day but it turns out 2 be another 6 more of my frenz.. celebrated my birthdae at e swensen.. was super super happi n touch..

special thanks 2 these ppl:

- celebrated 4 mi
boy
hui xian
yan lin
joan
wenying
chen yan
wang feng

- wish mi via sms
boy
sharold
eileen (pri sch)
hazel
mei chen
sirvin
li ling
catherine
joanne (darlin)

- wish mi via msn
boy
zhen xiong
shu jun
atiqah
june
xue ping
ze cheng

- everyone who wish mi in my blog, their blog, friendster n facebook

- those tat happen 2 c mi n shake my hand randomly one

- present n cake from
boy
hui xian
pan ping
iLi
ze cheng
li ling
winnie

* sorri if i miss out anione

thanks 2 atiqah hu draw this beautiful cake in msn 4 mi..

makin wish..

cuttin e cake..

a pic of everyone hu were there..

e free ice-cream from swensen cos of my birthdae..

mi n boy..

my classmates..

mi n wenying baobei..

mi n hui xian bestie..

random..

should i thanks or scold tat yan lin 4 makin this?

my mei mei de flower from him..

2008-08-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

fyp evaluation on 23rd july!

fyp 4 sem 1 is finalli over.. yeah.. realli veri veri happi.. evaluation was a gd n perfect one.. thanks 4 their wonderful comments which make us so happi..

special thanks 2:
yan lin * 10000000
joan * 100000
li ling * 1000

i realli luv my fyp teammates 2 e max.. not 4gettin all e fun we went tot.. veri veri touch esp. 2 have yan lin doin most of e things.. i can still remb joan always say cant finish we hug 2gether n cry loh.. o well, things turn out 2 be gd.. so now shall we hug 2gether n kiss??? give mi an ans gals.. pls hor.. joan next sem u ownself go n hug 2gether wit tat 2 guys hor? overall, hope tat everyone of us will get a very good grade 4 this module..

my fyp teammates.. e combination of colours veri nice hor..

us wit our supervisor ms ting..

again..

my fav ms ting wit mi.. lols..

tat random yan lin suddenly twist make mi wan laugh don dare 2 laugh..

have e feelin in w65b..

its us again.. sit down veri ugly loh..

mi n winnie.. not in e same team but both in white..

winnie wit liling.. sorri hor.. i didnt noe i stand so far le still can c mi..

mi n my fav gal..

han ying n mi.. e gal hu luv mi so much durin acc lesson.. hahas..

candid shot of mi playin pool wit joan..

wanna tell everyone we have e same nails colour..

lesly n mi.. hei bai pei..

i luv this pic alot..

people tell mi not 2 be so zhi lian leh..

2008-08-02T16:06:00.000+08:00

sec class gatherin pic!

hmm.. went 4 tat sec class gatherin donkey mths ago which is on 14th june.. but gort no time 2 upload e pic.. shall do it now.. aniwae wat i can say is i enjoy my dae but is cos of all my gals there.. lols..
e super cute little boy..
my beautiful sec sch classmate myza..
e 3 best frenz wearin same clothes..
look at this frenz of mine.. still so pretti n skinny when she's gonna be a marmi soon..
e birthdae cake 4 nadiah.. joan i noe u would like 2 eat this..
e 2 birthdae gal..
a pic of everyone hu went..
another cute little boy..

candid shot..
look at my 3 pretti best frenz..
3 of them de hair soooo long.. i wan 2 catch up wit them le..

2008-07-27T01:06:00.000+08:00

sorri 4 not updatin!

hey ppl i’m realli veri veri sorri..

so stay tune okae? i will get it updated veri soon..

promise 2 make u all have fun readin.. lots of pic 2 be uploaded..

2008-06-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO MY DEAREST MARMI !!!

2008-06-21T16:08:00.000+08:00

i’m super bore at hm!

have been busy recently.. cos of e ut which has cause mi 2 reach hm late.. i’m still in my holi mood n i jus cant get 2 bed early.. drag myself 2 sch everydae.. so tire!

fyp not yet done! haiz.. no mood 2 continue le leh.. but … i have look at my timetable n i realize fyp need 2 be done fast.. there’s so mani ut near e dateline..

2dae not meetin my fyp teammates.. so i have e time 2 stay at hm n rest! shall stop complainin n let e pic below do e tokin:
birthdae cake 4 ze cheng n june..
celebratin 4 them..
e 2 birthdae person june n ze cheng..
cuttin cake 2gether..
usin teeth 2 remove e candle..
june turn..
eatin time..
e clever pan ping doin this 2 him..

must be fair..

in e toilet wit e extra cleaner lookin at us..
she has left..
am i transparent cos my marketin faci mark mi NIFM..

2008-06-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

i’m finalli back!

tot of closin my blog as i don realli have e time 2 update.. sorri people, 4 e lack of entry.. ever since e start of this sem i hasn’t been updatin.. this shows how busy a yr 3 life can be.. it’s jus a blink n half of my this sem has gone..

fyp – diein.. but thanks 2 all my gals.. i must realli say i enjoy e times we spend 2gether..

class – still doin on fine.. tryin my veri best 2 luv all my new classmates.. thanks god, i have iLi n fion wit mi.. i jus luv them 2 e max..

new class outin – enjoy my times spend wit my new classmate.. although oni a total of 8 ppl turn up.. ppl luv mi more alright?

new faci – no comments.. result is damn bad as compared 2 last sem.. e feelin of gettin C realli sux..

workin – has been transferin here n there.. but recently steady le.. sick n tire of workin but yet i luv all my workin frenz.. gals n guys consider urself lucky 2 be luv by mi..

family – i donno wat 2 say.. my luvs 4 them nv fate but i’m jus bein too unreasonable.. when can i be ready 2 face e fact? thinkin about this jus makes mi feel sad.. a rich bf pls!

sec class outin – woohoo.. i’m waitin.. i cant imagine i will be able 2 meet them all.. even tot not so close but i wan c how much everyone have change..

haircut – i have cut my hair twice within half a sem.. tink i’m abit crazi.. my hair is pretti short now.. finalli i have decided 2 keep my hair long after 1 more time of cuttin it short but wit no promise hor.. i have nv tink of keepin my hair long again after ‘na yi ci de chong dong’..

things i have learnt – guys luv gals wit super long, shiny n str8 hair quoted from 1 of my workin frenz..

despite bein such a busy gal, i still have some free time de ya.. don wish 2 put my time here 2 blog.. but… frenz, date mi out can? i will try my best 2 make myself free..

pic wit my dearest yan lin re below:

muackz 2 her too..

thanks 4 e ktv session.. i luv u lots lots!

2008-05-28T02:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO MY BELOVED PRISCILLA TAN !!!

2008-04-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

random, random n random!

its gonna be a long entry, but i will try 2 make it fun 2 read..

workin wit joan

finalli my 14daes job has come 2 an end.. wat i can say it’s a waste of time cos i don learn anithin new.. some things 2 share in sales line.. have been workin in this sector 4 about 2yrs plus.. gain alot of knowledge n tat’s y i can ans 2 all those customer questions.. i feel e sense of satisfaction! lookin at those customer happi face when i help them 2 solve their prob.. woohoo.. one fine dae, i met this customer n she told mi tat u re such a gd promoter.. makes mi feel so bad if i don get a pairs of shoes from u.. i agree wit her tat i’m realli great at physco ppl.. god has given mi a super li hai de mouth 2 tok.. thanks men!

on another dae, i met TERI TAN.. omg! she’s one of my faci in yr 1 sem 1 hu teaches mi enterprise.. below re our conversation:
mi – starin at this auntie n tinkin y is she so familiar
teri – continue lookin at those shoes n keep on tryin
mi – i remb hu she is but i wasn’t confirm izzit her n so i ask joan 2 follow mi n we walk behind her 4 so long
teri – finalli she saw mi n she stare at mi 4 a moment
mi – do u remb mi?
teri – of course i do! u re 1 of my student.. a hardworkin, innocent n shy gal!
mi – smile back

ppl can u imagine she use this 3 words 2 describe mi.. tat joan hu is beside mi almost puke i guess.. omg!
hardworking – am i?
innocent – i don tink i’m innocent at all!
shy – e worst men! since when i will shy one?

after tat we began 2 chit chat.. i’m so happi tat she actualli remb alot of my classmate from tat class.. woohoo.. she’s no longer teachin in RP.. lookin at her white hair i realize she’s really old.. i realli cant find ani black hair from her.. she was holdin on 2 my hand n i realize she’s so skinny till how i wish i could donate my fats 2 her.. soooo sad can.. aniwae she brought a pair of shoes from us although she say its super ugly.. i remb she’s 1 of my fav faci tat i would pay attention in class.. even when other team re presentin, i won play wit my laptop.. whenever she ask mi question i become so scare cos i’m new in RP at tat time.. tink tat’s e reason y she use e 3 words 2 describe mi..

faci tat i will nv 4get!

yr 1 sem 1

andy sim – he’s my faci 4 sci.. i luv him soooo much at tat time loh.. such an adorable, innocent n handsome boy! i’m so sad tat he have 4gotten mi now.. there was once i smile 2 him he look so blur.. tat’s cos i change too much la! more pretty n fatter now.. puke~ gort a C+ 4 his module..

teri tan – already mention above.. gort a C+ 4 her module too..

yr 1 sem 2

zheng yuanli – she’s my faci 4 computin.. tink she doesn’t recognize mi already.. she’s always encouragin n i can remb she even send mi an email 2 wish mi merry christmas.. moreover, she’s so proud of mi gettin an A in my ut.. overall, gort a B 4 this module..

yr 2 sem 1

loo poh kok – he’s my faci 4 database.. always keepin track of my ut grades.. askin mi this n tat questions too.. still can remb e last dae of his lesson wat happen.. but i’m not goin 2 mention here.. privacy! gort a B 4 his module..

lim teck leng – he’s my faci 4 datacom n PP advisor.. everyone keep sayin his my bf.. omg! don realli like him after bein my PP advisor.. cos he’s damn slack! but thanks 4 givin mi such a memorable comments 4 my PP.. gort a B 4 his module too..

yr 2 sem 2

ting ai lee – she’s my faci 4 sad n FYP supervisor.. she’s too attractive le la! i donno y oso.. gort a B+ 4 this module..

frankie cha – he’s my faci 4 web app.. he’s teachin skills, woohoo.. too gd already.. i will nv 4get all those funni things he did in class.. gort a B+ 4 this module..

lastly, look at this my grades re improvin.. when can i get an A? i jus realize i tend 2 score better when i like e faci..

FYP meetin

met up wit my teammate on 2nd apr.. discuss abit here n there.. i guess we must realli chiong when sch reopen already.. 1st meetin wit our supervisor falls on 9th apr.. after readin other ppl blog i realize some of them met their supervisor so mani times already..

new environment

almost faint when i saw my class!
mon – w66f
tue, thur n fri – w66b
ehz.. i have gort ppl tellin mi take package u won end up in diff class.. but… this is wat happen.. imagine i have 2 change class whenever there is ut.. so troublesome!

but take a look i have gort mani frenz in those classes..
i will oni mention those ppl hu re same class wit mi b4..

mon – iLi, atiqah, fion, ravinder n shujun
tue, thur n fri – iLi, liling, fion, wenying, n shujun

i’m not sure whether e faci tat re shown in leo is confirm or not.. but… i saw this name boey yoke ling! Faint~ she’s gonna be my faci men! i donno her but i always go 2 her class last sem 2 wait 4 liling.. her class nv end early one.. somemore she nv stop tokin.. omg! e rest of them all i donno..

finalli my hair is getting long!

i’m thinkin should i cut my hair or keep it long? i have frenz tellin mi my hair is nice but i jus don like it.. its 4ever not str8 de.. still gort ppl ask mi can u tie ur hair anot? my ans is can! but oni 2 sideway cos 1 side long e other side short.. is super long when i tie it up loh..

recommendation

i feel tat sam low blog re 4ever nice 2 read.. i have nv stop laughin when i’m reading.. “pretty nails are love” by sam.. i agree wit both my hands up!

2008-03-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

back 2 OG orchard point!

my 6 daes job is over.. overall, it isn’t tat bad.. i have new grp of frenz.. i met 1 gal from my pri sch workin there.. i have 4gotten on which dae i ask her do i look familiar 2 u? she look at mi n say no.. omg! i told her everythin but she still couldn’t remb.. i tink its easier 4 mi 2 remb her cos if i’m not wrong she was consider a top student.. those ppl hu always get praise.. moreover, durin pri sch choir SYF i was standin beside her.. haiz.. now den i noe i’m so un-popular..

back 2 my work.. gort 2 noe 1 auntie call linda.. she’s a nice lady n i realli enjoy my daes wit her.. she’s super updated n makes mi feel tat i’m abit lag.. hahas.. she can speak eng veri well.. but her chin is damn bad.. i feel tat my eng is soooo lousy when communicatin wit her.. hmm.. i feel tat e 6 daes was a new experience 4 mi.. now, i have no prob sellin shoe regardin mens, ladies or childrens..

will be stayin at hm 2dae n tml cos no 1 date mi out.. everyone is so busy wit their own stuff.. nvm.. i shall stay at hm 2 acc my marmi if not she will miss mi.. hahas.. lookin 4ward 2 another new job.. i hope it could end fast cos i prefer slackin.. pls, ktv session soon..

look at this.. i wan it men!

2008-03-08T10:40:00.000+08:00

A random post!

I’m finally back here.. Its time 4 mi 2 add an entry if not it will continue 2 rot.. I have 4gotten what I did during e holiday in exact.. Below re e things I remember:

ECP
Went 2 ECP wit Joan n Atiqah.. It was my 1st time balding.. But it wasn’t fun.. I fall down n hurt my butt.. Damn pain! I won try anymore.. Not long ago I went there again.. This time round Atiqah wasn’t there.. But Sam n Mei Jing join us.. I really envy those kids tat can play rollerblade so well..

Watched 微笑PASTA
I know I’m super lag.. But I really enjoy watching it.. I even dream tat I play a part in e show.. Damn funny!

Watched 转角遇到爱
Again, I’m lag! But it’s worth watching men.. Damn nice!

In e process of watching 斗鱼II
Now, I have started 2 love all these drama.. N I’m so in love wit Luo Zhi Xiang(xiao zhu)! I think being his girlfriend, u will be e most happiest gal men..

Movie
Watched ah long pte ltd.. Overall, not bad ya.. but I don really like it.. looking 4ward 2 watch e leap yrs now..

Work
Went 2 work at expo 4 few days.. Overall, not tat bad.. I enjoy myself.. Currently, at raffles city Robinson.. Cant wait 4 it 2 come 2 an end.. I’m so bore over there.. I hate people who complain about my attire men.. Never mind.. 2 more days 2 go.. After tat will be back working at OG orchard point.. Hope everything will be alright..

KTV
I jus love it whenever I’m able 2 sit down n sing.. But I feel tat more people it will be more fun.. Went there wit my dearest Pei Lin n Min Min.. Saw Sirvin on my way there.. It’s nice 2 bump into people I miss..

因为有爱在
Finally I realize e important of 爱在.. When e 爱在 is not there, u won be happy when u re out.. One example, I don like 2 work at raffles city Robinson.. When I know I don have 2 work, I’m super happy.. This is due 2 no 爱在.. Whereas, in e past I won think so much n I will be happy going 2 work because of e 爱在.. Hmm.. From now on, I will think carefully whether I should go out or not.. People I’m really sorry as I won be as steady as in e past already..

From e past 2 now
In e past, when I’m still consider a small gal I receive pocket $ like what everyone does.. E pocket $ given 2 mi was little but I didn’t really complain much as I know I don come from a rich family.. But ever since I step in poly, my life changes.. I no longer get any $ from my parents.. Even e main contributor has stop working.. I got 2 be independent n I started 2 support myself.. It wasn’t easy but life still goes on.. I’m really envy of my friend who re not working.. Sitting at home wit pocket $ too.. All of us re normal human being but we don get e same things.. Y? When can I be like them? Haiz.. 同人不同命..

2008-02-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

it’s time 4 mi 2 update!

happi chin new yr 2 everyone hu read my blog.. finalli 2dae will be a dae 4 mi 2 rest at hm.. have been workin all along since sch holi started.. have some fun workin..

hmm.. last week of sch was great.. i enjoy myself but i’m realli sad tat it has come 2 an end again.. on thur, e RJ was meaningful..

comments from your classmates:

"Ting Ting Cheerful classmates!! Like to entertain the class. Its fun to have her in class." - donno

"to ting ting- stay cheerful and noisy" - donno

"Firstly, I would like to tell ting ting that she has been a great friend for all this while. Though you and Atiqah everytime gang up to bully me, but I very ‘da qi’, I would not take it to my heart but I will not forget your names! Haha..(and how your bully me)…She is also my best eating partner, but please don’t make me laugh until my stomach cramp and can’t finish my food up. Thanks for being my lao puo but you still owe me a ring! I will be waiting for you to help me put on the ring, k? haha...but I don’t want those cheap skate one" - joan

"Atiqah and Ting Ting and ili : Thanks for being such good classmates cum teammates. I enjoy working with all of them and hope there's a chance to work together again in the future." - maybe june?

"To TingTing: You have been a great and fun person to work with. Helping through in class and not hesitate to offer any help when needed. Thanks a lot to you babe! ;)" - maybe iLi?

"Thirdly, I would like to say thank YOU to Ting Ting for being so hardworking and being a great classmate for the past few weeks." - atiqah

"tingting: the noisiest girl in class but the girl who brings us the most laughter! :)" - donno

above re wat some ppl wrote 4 mi.. i realli appreciate it.. but ppl claim hu rite 1 leh.. those i nv list e name beside i realli donno.. but aniwae thanks a lot..

eatin at e coffee shop outside sch..

a random pic taken b4 presentation start..

all e gals hu came..

addition of e guys..

e gals on another dae..

saw e luv tat we make 4 them..

my new bestie.. luvs..

our breakfast in sch..

our class de lao bian tai..

fun pullin her hair..

finalli a more formal pic..

in a str8 line..

samantha be careful, desmond watchin u..

look like sugar daddy infront.. lols..

random..

luv frankie..

hu took this silly pic of mi?

finalli str8 A's again 4 e last prob..

2008-01-23T17:09:00.001+08:00

lives are full of ups n downs!

hmm.. my blog is rottin le.. i’m realli too busy 2 update.. basically i’m busy wit sch, work, shoppin n etc.. realli luv sch 2 e max on every tue n thur.. mon didn’t attend sch cos i realli don like.. went shoppin instead.. fyp comin up.. stress.. currently workin at OG albert.. not tat bad but i’m super bore.. went shoppin wit my classmate not long ago.. brought quite a nos of things..

last tue nite my grandma pass away.. hmm.. i didn’t went 2 e funeral.. this shows how bad am i.. haiz.. aniwae its over le.. marmi n dad went 2 m’sia 4 e funeral.. so i was hm alone 4 about 3 daes 2 nite.. do everythin all by myself k..

i realli wan 2 thanks joan n some of my frenz 4 everythin.. acc mi eat n etc.. make mi laugh like hell cos of their stupid lame things.. i don wan sch 2 come 2 an end.. i jus hate it! tinkin of my holi drives mi crazi..

2008-01-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

finalli it’s time 2 go back sch again!

last fri
went 2 BHG bugis 2 work.. hmm.. overall okae la..

last sat
went 2 collect my pay 4 e jap restaurant but didn’t manage 2 get ani $.. window shoppin wit jessie n winnie too.. i will go n grab all e items i wan soon.. it wasn’t a good dae too..

last sun
hmm.. i’m now jobless.. cos i’m kick out of OG already.. i cant go in n work anymore cos of tokin back 2 e supervisor.. don wish 2 elaborate further but ya enough of cryin n all sort of rubbish.. i must be strong..

mon
damn tire.. sch re-open.. but i have fun.. didn’t do much in 2dae lesson.. so lucky 2 have hazwan in my team.. hmm.. i realli miss my frenz.. great tat everyone is back..

ytd
even a better dae.. i have more fun.. how i wish everydae is a sch dae.. i luv it damn much..

2dae
stay at hm n rot.. makes mi tink of sch again.. everyone is startin 2 plan skippin lesson but not mi.. if i’m not wrong last sem durin this time i oso start skippin already.. seriously i feel like skippin but stayin at hm is so bore.. how i wish there’s no holi.. u noe how my marmi make use of my concession.. my dad call n say his comin back 2 take something.. my marmi ask him don come waste $ ask mi 2 go n give it 2 him.. wa.. make mi travel 4 nthin.. below re some of e pic we took in k-box durin e holi..
havin fun at kbox..
e oni 3 gals..

2008-01-03T16:53:00.000+08:00

my new hairstyle!

woo.. finalli i went 2 e salon n get my hair done.. i’m satisfied by e colour but not my hairstyle cos cut like nv cut..

i’m seriously bore at hm.. shall start countin down 2 sch re-open..

i wan 2 go shoppin 2 grab those items i wan soon..

2008-01-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

my horrible holi!

work under 5 diff company thoughout e holi..
clarks men shoes at ogop – currently workin on every sun
montagut clothes – temp quit
jap restaurant – quit
b.h.p.c men shoes at oga – temp quit
pc men shoes at oga – currently workin when they need ppl
2 conclude everythin, i hope 2 quit all.. none of e above job re nice.. $ re realli diff 2 earn.. i hate it! i’m not happi when workin.. i prefer 2 slack at hm.. spend almost more than half of my holi workin.. i have 2 admit i’m damn sway recently.. gort aim by supervisor moreover e manager.. i felt so stress up till i cry.. how stupid izzit 2 cry.. wat can i do 2 make myself more happi.. seriously i cant tink of..

christmas eve stay at hm n dream.. totalli no events.. christmas went 2 work n headed str8 hm.. new year eve did nthin again.. all along i have been all alone celebratin wit myself alone at hm..

luckily i still get 2 meet up wit some of my pri sch frenz 2 gather at e ktv.. i hope 2008 will be a better yr 4 mi.. 2007 realli sux.. 1 oni gd things 2 mention is my classmate in 2007 is so much better than in 2006.. pray hard 2008 better still.. suppose 2 meet my classmate 2dae but erm alot not steady one tat’s y we cancel it.. so might be goin out 2 do my hair later.. i wan sch 2 start men.. its borin durin e holi.. i wan 2 watch mission sex control.. but nobody is willin 2 watch wit mi leh.. shall try somethin new like watchin it alone..

2007-12-20T16:40:00.000+08:00

my new job!

omg! its terrible la.. currently workin at a jap restaurant.. i realli donno how 2 communicate with them la.. all in jap lang.. goin crazi liao.. i wanna quit leh.. but veri bu hao yi shi leh.. lols..

seriously i don like this holi loh.. my holi is damn bore.. i gort nthin better 2 do.. but in other words, i’m super busy.. gort mani things 2 attend n its almost everydae.. but all not fun one.. doin those things i don like 2 do.. sian.. 2dae rottin at hm again..

i hate this type of life men.. so wu liao.. i don understand y izzit tat everytime when holi starts everythin change.. i can still remb last yr at this time.. was super happy durin e holi but once it comes 2 an end everythin stops.. this yr opp.. i hate public holi esp. those when i don have 2 work n have 2 spend my dae all along at hm alone.. chin new yr comin up le.. i hate tat e most! no 1 can understand how much i hate it.. cos everyone is luvin it..

2007-12-18T17:31:00.000+08:00

i must learn 2 be independent!

but i’m seriously not independent now.. i’m tokin in terms of basically frenz i guess..

i wan u 2 be oni my frenz.. this is how selfish i am.. in realife, this cant be done unless e person belongs 2 u.. n yet i’m expectin way too much.. wat happen 2 mi? i realli don understand..

in e past when u re not around by my side i still get my daes goin on fine.. but now i’m not.. i get so ******* easily everytime.. n when i look at e msg i have reply i’m realli veri rude 2 u.. sorri.. but ur reply re all so sweet in return.. i admit i’m silly.. tink of wat had happen 2dae which is 17th of dec realli make mi tears..

its time 4 mi 2 face e reality..

2007-12-18T16:07:00.000+08:00

"life are full of up n down!"

* u can simply close this window if u re not interested 2 read..

30th of nov
met up wit ec after sch.. had my dinner n we went tam lib 2 slack..

2nd of dec
attended someone weddin.. den back 2 work.. damn tire.. wasn’t happi when i was scolded by e supervisor..

3rd of dec
was wit ec at my house.. thanks 4 e acc.. she’s over crazi wit my retainer.. luvs..

5th of dec
class outin 2 sentosa.. despite e rain i still have fun.. will upload some of e pic we took..

6th of dec
my fav didn’t come.. damn sad okae.. went 2 collect my specs at parkway wit ec after sch.. thanks 4 e acc too..

7th of dec
after sch met up wit ec n slack at tam.. saw my long lost pri sch frenz.. will meet up wit them soon..

9th of dec
went 2 ec house n slack.. it has been such a long time since i saw her marmi n sis..

11th of dec
almost die of php n e pain my stomach cause..

12th of dec
acc some of my classmate 2 frankie workshop n joan reformattin.. but in e end oni joan n ze cheng turn up.. aniwae meet sirvin 2 pass her e specs after tat.. sneeze like hell.. wasn’t happi cos i tink i’m e 1 hu is unreasonable..

13th of dec
self-declare last dae of sch.. i luv e lesson damn alot.. joan was bein kind.. she’s realli gd k.. whenever i complaint 2 her she will definitely like try 2 make mi happi.. i’m lucky 2 have her acc.. we went shoppin around.. won elaborate here but oni she can understand it.. lame plus fun.. cough whole dae n i realli feel bad n guilty..

14th of dec
didn’t go 4 sch cos of my lame reason.. first dae not attendin sch.. cool.. went 2 work instead.. feelin quite sick.. lose my precious voice too..

16th of dec
no work so stay at hm n slack wit my marmi.. did nthin much accept drinkin alot of water cos i wanna go kbox e next dae.. not happi wit e star award.. y izzit tat my joanne peh nv got in 2 e top 10.. sad.. almost cry sia.. luckily rui en have.. if not i realli cry..

ytd
went kbox wit 4 of my classmates.. i luv e dae 2 e max k.. no voice again.. i have fun laughin la.. e joan keep beatin my leg ask mi stop but i cant.. after tat had dinner den headed hm.. jus reach hm oni decide 2 go hui xian house so ya i went there 2 celebrate her bro birthdae.. i’m seriously very UNHAPPI now.. its time 4 mi 2 do reflection i guess..

2dae
basically eat n sleep.. i’m bore 2 hell..

finalli i gort my str8 A within 1 week.. luv prob 11..

my lovely classmates..

all e gals on our way 2 sentosa beach..

in e tram..

lame shot of mi n my gay partner..

random wit all e food in e center..

e 6 lame gals..

basically we have nthin better 2 do..

photo takin session in e toilet..

its us again..

back from sentosa..

mi n my new gf.. i luv her alottt..

twins..

in class nthin 2 do..

my 2 sweet gals..

lastly e 3 identical gals..

2007-11-28T13:08:00.000+08:00

a summary of e past!

16th
met up wit ec after sch.. went 85 n had our dinner.. nice nice.. thanks gal.. luvs..

17th n 18th
went 2 work as usual.. my last weekend workin.. noe quite a lot of new ppl.. thanks winnie 4 treatin us.. although i didn’t eat much but c how sweet she is..

19th n 20th
sch as usual.. again team wit iLi.. luv her lots men.. oso 4gort 2 wish samantha a happi birthdae.. sian..

21th
dad birthdae.. didn’t celebrate but gort lots of chicken wings 2 eat.. hahas..

22th
my fav lesson again.. hahas.. a change of team.. luv my team lots loh.. again iLi is my team.. wat’s more can i expect.. o yeah.. i wan joan too.. jessie birthdae.. gave her a small surprise.. will upload e pic..

23th
had web app ut.. tink will fail badly.. again i always leave lots of blank cos i realli donno wat 2 put..

24th
it a weekend again but don have 2 work.. went 2 fetch ec after she finish her work.. den 2 her house.. gd leh.. her house no ppl.. i like..

25th
as usual work.. hmm.. overall not bad as i have gort my new frenz gina 2 acc mi.. we have gort lots of things 2 tok loh..

26th n 27th
had os n sad ut.. again i wonder y izzit tat i always did badly 4 it.. hmm.. ec msg mi durin my ut.. so after ut i saw e msg.. she thanks mi 4 askin her 2 do a reflection.. i’m seriously happi 4 u as u gort good result n watever i tell u, u follow n do.. gd gd.. didn’t do well in class 4 these 2 daes.. as donno y i’m startin 2 slack already.. say bye 2 my A’s..

2dae
will be meetin ec n sirvin later.. ec finish sch at 3.30pm.. so i must reach there at tat time 2 acc her n wait 4 sirvin till 5pm.. will be goin down 2 book e basic theory test.. after tat new specs 4 mi.. i have been waitin 4 so long le la.. happi.. cheers..

step 1..

step 2..

step 3..

step 4..

finalli..

2007-11-15T18:15:00.001+08:00

happi birthdae 2 my 2 frenz!

mon
sch reopen.. first dae.. tink still not use 2 havin sch in e mornin.. donno y my brain engine somehow cant start.. i take a longer time to think.. hahas..

tue
web app was alright.. ili was great.. i luv 2 team wit her.. mon i gort 2 team wit her too.. luckily there’s her in my team.. makes mi not so stress.. stay in sch till quite late wit joan 2 do our php codes..

wed
went 4 php clinic.. this time round i tink e clinic is totalli useless.. i learnt nothin.. don realli like e way e module chair teach.. i tink frankie is better.. aniwae went 2 had pizza hut wit my frenz.. damn hungry.. eat alot sia.. grade 4 prob 6 os finalli out.. gort an A.. but not happi at all.. e faci mark so slow.. hai wo cant print screen.. all A so nice loh..

thur
finalli its my fav lesson again.. hmm.. lesson was alright.. ended early so i reach hm early.. tat’s y i’m here 2 blog.. haiz.. wonderin y my marmi care so much about mi.. everydae oso wan mi 2 report 2 her go where, wit hu n do wat.. i hate it loh.. tml will be meetin ec after sch.. nice nice..

happi 19th birthdae sirvin..

happi 18th birthdae ec..

hope u gals enjoy ur dae..

2007-11-09T16:13:00.000+08:00

PP presentation!

reach at 2.05pm.. super early cos i’m suppose 2 reach there at 3pm.. hmm.. quite bore.. presentation was alright.. not realli tat nervous.. instead i had fun.. i can c tat my lazy plus blur advisor whom i always say him tend to luv my presentation a lot.. he realli too obvious he tink i’m gd.. e other assessor which is e guy whom i gave him a nick repair air-con one.. oso not bad loh.. i tink 2 him my presentation alright oni.. but he’s damn funni la.. i tink he luv mi too.. hahas.. so bhb.. den there was this lady whom i gave her a name bitch.. she dislike my presentation loh.. shoot mi till i almost die.. but nvm.. i shoot her back.. she’s damn angry wit mi.. but i don give a damn at all.. i tink she fail mi la.. from her comments.. sux men..

went out wit my new classmate on wed.. joan, samantha low and meijing.. went shoppin around.. den arcade.. fun fun.. but e machine eat our $ one.. dinner at clarity cafe.. still not bad la.. had laughter too.. next time we go play board games leh.. tink will be more fun.. i’m waitin 4 it..

reach hm nthin 2 do.. so bore la.. will be more bore as times goes by.. cos i don have 2 work like usual.. every weekend.. which i dislike.. but how am i goin 2 spend my weekend den? nobody acc n call mi out.. den eileen went off wit her jasmine liao.. make mi so sian.. ytd work as usual.. ppl double pay i single pay.. lols.. den now i’m here sittin infront of my lappy rottin again.. so bore.. but at least now i'm rottin outside.. den workin as usual 4 this weekend..

2007-11-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

more update!

mon
hmm.. gettin more n more lazy 2 blog.. but yet must update if not its rottin.. had system analysis design ut.. once again sure fail de la.. lesson was alright but hmm quite stress as i needa do e ppt slides..

tue
lesson was alright but super angry wit e faci name frankie cha.. damn sian.. his not happi wit mi already.. but i don even care.. had singin concert in class.. hahas..

wed
stay at hm n do my PP poster.. it’s a waste of my time doin it loh.. wth.. first say 4 slides i finish liao den say 8.. make mi do all over again..

thur
i luv e lesson most.. hahas.. fun fun.. force tat china guy ze cheng 2 do e diagram design wit mi.. den e rest ppt slides.. took pic wit some of my class gals.. but lazy 2 upload here ya.. went parkway after i reach hm 4 awhile.. but things i plan has fail.. met up wit eileen n qiu xian there.. was laughin like hell..

2dae
damn sian n tire.. seriously i tink tat 2dae i slack a lot in class.. totalli doin nthin sia.. wat i did was playin around wit joan.. i told her e joke tat eileen told mi.. she was laughin like hell too loh.. she’s a damn funni gal la.. i enjoy my times in sch wit her.. she donno my frenz n yet she still laugh.. e both of us chiong down 2 print our poster.. e idiot indian guy keep tokin in tamil loh.. how i wish i understand.. if not say mi i oso donno.. hmm.. 1 week of sch break.. shall try 2 enjoy n ppl miss mi alright? tag mi if u people miss mi.. will miss my classmate alot esp my dearest joan.. miss mi k joan? hope 2 meet up durin e holi.. eileen babe miss mi huh? hmm.. will try 2 spend more time wit u next week as there’s 1 week of holi ya.. PP presentation comin up le damn scare sia somemore no 1 acc go.. sian..

below is a print screen of my grade.. aim is 2 get str8 A 4 lesson 6 which is impossible but i’m tryin.. in e end lesson 6 de operatin system e faci mark so slow.. lesson 7 de web app oso out liao e faci still markin.. like tortoise like tat.. plan fail again..

2007-10-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

i’m finalli back!

sorri 4 e lack of entry as i’m realli damn busy recently.. shall pick up some main points n summaries wat i have been doin.. last fri went nite safari wit ec, jasmine n qiu xian.. afterall, not bad but super tire.. nthin much 2 c oso but i have fun.. thanks gal..

last weekend was as usual but i realli enjoy e times spend there.. hmm.. n finalli i’m ‘attach’ wit some 1 winnie noe.. lols.. damn funni.. winnie blog will do e tokin.. i’m attach and available ppl.. hahas.. btw winnie ni xiao xing yi dian hor..

this week sch was alright but super tirin.. stress but had fun wit my classmate.. 2gether wit joan my daes in class turn out 2 be better.. thanks joan.. i’m lucky 2 have u in e class.. e 1 hu gossip wit mi most.. e 1 hu i can tell all e things tat i don like.. realli thanks 4 hearin all my bu man..

web app is stress la.. i almost cried while doin e php codes.. sian.. php ut more die.. i did less than half of e paper.. hopin 2 get all A 4 my daily grade 4 prob 6 as i wan 2 do a print screen leh.. liling manage 2 did tat men.. i’m dreamin la..

jus came back hm after meetin ec 4 dinner.. she’s touch i guess.. appreciate mi yeah? i went over 2 meet her.. luvs.. tml back 2 work.. n sun i won be workin again.. hahas.. more n more events comin up le ya..

hmm.. jus went 2 check my grade while bloggin.. sad daily grade out.. i gort a B.. say bye 2 my str8 A men.. i don wish 2 mention animore.. i’m damn angry now n i feel e stress too.. haiz..

2007-10-14T14:53:00.000+08:00

more update!

work was as usual on sat.. accept tat ppl are gettin alot more than wat i do.. so this makes mi promise myself 2 quit.. lols.. i don mind gettin another job hu paid mi lesser as long as i enjoy workin there..

didn’t went 2 work 2dae.. tot of stayin at hm n edit my PP report.. but i look here n there nthin 2 edit.. should have go 4 work.. now i’m at hm rottin.. realli gort nthin better 2 do.. sian.. now den i realize how lack i am.. everybody PP final report oso accept liao i still haven summit.. hahas.. gd oso.. this means i don have 2 start on my PP poster now.. enjoy..

“big gals don cry” quoted from pauline.. hmm.. i’m big enough but yet i’m sittin at hm cryin on thur nite.. it has been such a long time since i cry.. actualli wanted 2 go infront of my marmi cry 2 her say i wan quit sch.. u noe how much i dislike sch now.. i donno y.. it’s so silly of mi doin tat loh.. but once again after my cried, fri sch was better.. maybe my tears is blessin mi.. but i’m definitely not goin 2 score 4 fri lesson.. sian.. once again a faci in my sch call cynthia is damn pretty k.. i wan her.. but she’s married wit 2 kids at hm.. lols..

2007-10-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

update 4 this week!

mon
lesson was alright as it ends early n nthin much more 2 elaborate..

tue
lesson was diff but hmm again still manage 2 get it done.. hm alone too.. funniest part of e dae was e faci.. his realli damn funni la.. i gort 2 laugh at him everyweek.. donno wat happen 2 him sia.. belt bucket spoilt so funni ya.. den gort shock n almost fell down from e chair.. poor him but i enjoy laughin.. i noe i’m bad.. he is fierce la.. but i tink he did a reflection on his own.. now he is still fierce but not as fierce as e past week..

wed
hmm.. shoppin time wit my sec sch gf.. i had fun.. brought lots of things.. realli broke liao.. spend about 100bucks.. gals bring mi 2 e place u gals had ur dinner next time k.. i guess its nice.. sorri 4 leftin early.. promise 2 meet u gals again next time.. thanks 4 e dae n e birthdae present.. i luv e shirt soooo much..

thur
heart was pumpin real fast.. ting ai lee lesson.. but turn out 2 be not a bad wan.. erm.. realli need 2 apologise 2 her.. hahas.. i apologise in my blog as if she noe like tat.. don care la.. as long as i noe i’m wrong.. actualli i can say tat she’s e faci i like most among all even though she’s e 1 hu gave mi a C first.. hmm.. had a quarrel wit liling but everythin is fine now..

fri
lesson was damn slack.. totalli no mood la.. sian.. perhaps is cos e next dae is public holi.. learnt nthin n did nthin.. hahas.. was busy crappin wit my teammate.. wonder around e class n tok 2 some of e ppl.. had a chat wit joan.. she funni la.. we were commentin about our faci.. end up we come up wit a lot of stuff.. ting ai lee as e career women type.. i tink she is la.. her face tells everythin..

2007-10-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

there’s limited ppl hu noe how i feel!

thur lesson realli sux 2 e core.. damn diff till i donno wat must i do.. absolutely no ideas on wat 2 do.. so went 2 copy few slides from jessie n winnie ppt i tink.. totalli wrong n out of point.. i didn’t even find out tat.. e faci shoot mi till siao n say tat it’s so obvious u take ppl slides from others as i noe u won do this types of slides.. sian.. a C 4 sure.. hmm.. its over.. sad 2 say tat there re a total of 2 team mem 4 e dae.. mi wit another china gal name dan he oni.. eileen i have receive e gd luck tat i ask 4.. but it doesn’t seems 2 help.. ut was diff..

2dae lesson veri diff too.. apart from mi there’s another 2 guys.. so weird like tat.. 2 guys beside mi.. hahas.. but it turn out 2 be alright.. ut was diff too.. donno how 2 do.. after ut, went 2 watch e hey gorgeous.. hmm.. quite nice..

apart from my super gd frenz, there’s limited ppl hu noe how i feel.. i’m beginin 2 hate sch now.. i don tink it’s cos of my new classmate.. but other matters.. i jus hate it! how i wish human bein don have 2 eat.. i’m anti-social..

2007-10-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

i’m here 4 another post!

hmm.. regardless of wat.. winnie is up 2 u 2 believe it anot.. i have 2 apologise 2 u too..

i’m seriously unhappy now.. i don like e change n everythin.. i wan e usual stuff..

i have 2 highlight this sentence from my previous post again.. i realli hate bein in sch all alone.. i finalli noe how mani hi-bye frenz i have in sch now.. nvm.. soon, i will be so use 2 eatin n goin back hm alone from sch.. tat’s part of life n i believe i have 2 do it all alone..

2007-10-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

frankie cha is my faci 4 web app!

i’m back 2 make an entry after 1 week from last wed.. finalli gort e 1st A 4 daily grade since sch reopen.. thanks 2 e system analysis and design faci.. her name is ms ting.. lols.. workin in e weekend was a torture.. seriously i realli don like.. i wan a better job pls.. hmm.. super unhappi durin e weekends.. cos of some unreasonable stuff..

as 4 mon sch was alright.. but i’m super bore as there isn’t anithin much 4 mi 2 do.. haiz.. makes mi tink of e past n i realli miss it.. sch 4 ytd realli sux 2 e core men.. frankie cha is my faci 4 web app.. i realli cant stand him men.. his attitude n everythin makes mi don feel like comin 2 sch.. i admit i’m super bad in class.. i gossip n tok bad about him wit my classmate.. even my classmate tink i’m bad but i tink they like it too.. lols.. wanna noe more about him go 2 samantha blog.. i was happily laughin after i read it..

after sch went 2 meet up my long lost frenz eileen.. had dinner wit her.. chat at e usual place again.. luv her so much n she’s dead as i’m gonna disturb her like hell.. it will be great if i can have parts of her intelligence.. so envy of her gpa.. as 2 my dearest frenz yan lin.. realli luv u 2 e max.. soooo super helpful.. luvs.. happi birthdae 2 my great frenz shirui too.. lastly, i realli hate bein in sch all alone..

2007-09-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

a short entry!

i’m realli damn stress in sch.. i donno when all this will come 2 an end.. sch work is gettin tougher as daes goes by.. finalli i realize how stupid am i as i don even understand a single things.. haiz..

i have always wanted a male faci n it will be best if it’s an ah pek.. cos i realli like ah pek 2 teach.. experience n can understand well.. but… e 2 ah pek tat’s facilitatin mi de sux.. he expect a lot from us.. n i donno y is he expectin so much from mi alone.. can cry men.. e way he tok like scoldin.. he gort exactly e same char as my band instructor in sec.. sian.. i can realli feel e stress men..

finalli tml can get out n enjoy le.. lols.. look 4ward 2 meetin my long-lost aiai.. k-boxin session yeah..

2007-09-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

i’m back 2 sch!

hmm.. had 2 daes of lesson already.. there’s too much 4 mi 2 say.. i have 2 say i realli luv 2 go 2 sch n study as its so much better than workin.. but it turns out tat my new classmate is not as nice as wat i had excepted..

but ya.. erm.. its jus e beginin so i cant make judgment so fast.. wat i can say is i’m realli sad durin e first dae.. i’m so ke lian till no 1 bother 2 tok 2 mi.. seriously hurt.. it makes mi no mood 4 sch on e second dae.. luckily second dae turns out 2 be better.. haiz.. i miss e gals in my previous class.. wonder how re u gals.. gort a B 4 my first mis module.. happi enough le..

i feel so lonely in w65b.. hurtz..

2007-09-14T00:07:00.000+08:00

this will be my last entry b4 sch start!

have been very busy recently.. i mean as in busy eatin, watchin tv n doin my PP.. n i’m proud of myself tat i tink i’m done wit my PP.. lols.. i spend so much time crappin in e PP k.. this holi = no holi.. so bore.. i have nv step up of my house since i reach hm on sun nite..

tml will be e last dae where i can go out wit my poly frenz again.. n oso e first dae i step out of my house this week.. hmm.. i’m waitin.. sch’s gonna start in jus 3 more daes.. i hope i will have a good classmate like my previous sem.. i miss all of u.. n i’m realli jealous of jessie, winnie n hui xian bein in e same class.. is so lucky loh.. e sch so big n there’s so mani classes but it happen tat e 3 of them same class.. as 4 mi i don even noe a single person in my class..

but hope everythin will gonna be fine.. frenz pls don 4get mi.. come my class n pick mi up can? i will be lonely in e class..

2007-09-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

i’m back!

shouldn’t mention much about my trip 2 m’sia cos i’m realli not happi wit it.. quarrel wit marmi there n hurt her feelin.. i’m hurt too k.. watever, she’s not treatin mi gd now.. nvm i’m use 2 bein alone everywhere.. everythin jus sux 2 e core..

hmm.. grade 4 this sem all out.. gpa too.. hees.. quite satisfied wit it le.. nthin much 2 complain.. but it will be better if i can hit 3.0.. haiz.. new class is out.. again i have no 1 i noe in e class.. not fair.. y other ppl have i don have.. gonna start makin new frenz again.. sian..

recently, there’s this guy hu came 2 work 4 mbt.. e first time i c him he look familiar but i donno where i c him b4.. so didnt bother 2 tink somemore.. but hmm ytd he came again.. i finalli remb who he is.. a boy from my sec sch.. n i have been same class wit him durin my sec 5 chin class.. hahas.. so funni.. his eng name melvin which i cant realli remb.. i ask 4 his chin name n i remb this name wei jian.. lols.. it reminds mi of e past where i always tell pris ehz e superstar wei jian so handsome this 1 in our class look so diff..

2007-08-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

i’m gone!

i’m here 2 announce tat i will be goin Malaysia this sun nite 2 meditate.. e reasons 4 announcin so early is cos i need 2 do packin n everythin.. not sure when i’m be back ya.. should be next fri mornin.. don miss mi too much ppl.. hahas.. every 1 tc k.. cya again veri soon..

oops.. went out wit marmi ytd n brought a couple of stuff.. finalli i gort e pair of slippers i wan.. really veri happi.. i have been crazi over it..

did nthin much 2dae.. i’m so bore at hm.. have been slackin at hm since holi starts..

2007-08-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

an update of e veri last memorable moments i have!

hmm.. it has been such a long long time since i last came here as i’m realli veri busy.. jessie i noe u miss n luv mi.. tat’s y cant wait 4 mi 2 be back here..

last mon
had our last datacom n networkin lesson.. e faci treat us wit pizza.. a veri memorable moments.. after lesson there’s was more fun.. mi n 5 of my luv ones went 2 MS 2 find a place n eat.. sat down n ate our dinner at HK CAFÉ.. had fun wit them.. we tok alot while eatin.. gals re always talkative.. hmm.. we hang out till late n i reach hm at about 12am..

last tue
damn tire.. cos didn’t rest well.. woke up early in e mornin n headed 2 sch.. java lesson was alright but i didn’t realli understand.. didn’t enjoy it too.. i guess e 2 of them enjoy much more than e rest of us.. no need 2 mention as u ppl noe i’m referin 2 hu.. after lesson, stay back in class 2 watch those TV prog tat i had miss it on mon.. special thanks n sorri 2 shirui 4 stayin back n let mi watch.. jessie n winnie 2 keep mi acc too..

last wed
went out wit jessie n winnie 2 cine 2 catch e movie 881.. afterall, e movie not bad la.. but i tink don suit us.. aunties n uncles might like them better..

last thur
went 4 database lesson.. hmm.. nthin much although its e last dae of sch.. mani of my frenz didn’t come or i can say oni 2 of them came.. did nth much but was super happi wit my database ut4.. faci say i gort a B but not confirm de la.. later moderate i get C+ how.. can cry ar.. overall module grade he say i got B.. donno true anot.. but still happi la.. this faci gort abit siao siao 1.. nvm.. i shall share wit e ppl in my class e next time i saw them.. met winnie after sch 2 kill her boreness at hm.. went tam shop shop n eat eat around den hm i go.. winnie y nv thanks mi?

last fri
finalli, it marks e end of sch n e start of my holi.. hmm.. every yr aug is e month tat free dental check-up is held.. so i tot is realli free n i book app 4 both my marmi n myself.. e clinic was near my house so i went.. e doctor did some scalin n polishin 4 my teeth.. he ask mi 2 take gd care of my teeth b4 my gum get swollen again.. after tat was my marmi turn.. e doctor saw her teeth i tink about 2 faint liao.. he keep sayin auntie y ur teeth like tat.. hahas.. damn funni.. my marmi need 2 extract 11 teeth n do some gum treatment as her gum re all serious red n swollen.. altogether it cost $1500 jus 4 hers.. den now she need 2 go e dental every now n den le.. mine $45 as they help mi 2 clean up.. i tot it should be free.. ah ya.. nvm la.. dad say he want 2 go too..

last sat
early in e mornin e dental clinic call so i went there wit dad.. dad teeth more die than my marmi de.. his teeth gort more things 2 do.. altogether it costs $1750.. omg.. but if i were 2 tink of e past i had spend $2000 on my teeth.. so overall, i still spend more than e 2 of them.. if i were 2 add-up we will have spend $5250 4 e 3 person teeth in total.. wa.. damn ex.. ah ya.. ppl i’m jus 2 let every 1 noe e important of goin 4 dental check-up.. if e 3 of us have go 4 early treatment it won be so ex.. so frenz around don wait le faster go.. this month cheaper.. headed 2 work after tat.. finish work at 6pm as i wan 2 rush back 2 watch CSS.. afterall, still had a wonderful nite watchin..

ytd
went 2 work as usual but at level 1.. haiz.. miss all my frenz at B1.. damn tire n bore upstair.. nvm.. its over le..

2dae
did nth much.. i will be leavin Singapore on this sun nite.. so those ppl hu wan 2 date mi out faster k.. leave mi a msg on my hp as i might not be online so often.. when i’m back its oni left wit 1 more week n there’s goes my holi.. sian.. below re e jus some of e pic i have took recently.. i will upload some of them in my frenzster soon too..

pizza from faci 4 e dae..

e lesbian in class startin wit (J) joanne n jessie..

its them again but is ye lai ye jia loh..

cheese bake-rice at HK CAFE..

this is wat i ate there..

e amount of $ we needed 2 pay..

oops.. this is my dear frenz gina.. i didnt noe tat she can be so cute n pretty..

we saw this on our way back hm.. its made up of some useless stuff n become so nice..

is super nice when i saw it live..

pauline n joanne.. e most prettier gal in class is ... pauline..

2007-08-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

i’m back again!

oops.. so fast i’m back 4 another entry.. although oni 10 person attend class 2dae.. but i had realli enjoy myself.. my team mem contains of royston n 4 other gal includin mi.. hahas.. purposely put his name here as our class realli have limited boys n i’m so “LUCKY” 2 be in e same team as him.. hahas.. he was damn active in e 1st meetin as i kept on pesterin him.. but once lydia step out of e class he began 2 start his sleepin beauty..

hmm.. 2dae is e best web multi lesson i had.. lesson 16.. e veri last lesson.. sad 2 say i realli miss lydia.. a gal faci whom i use 2 hate so much at e beginnin.. but now.. more 2 luv.. ah ya.. i should say i miss all of my faci.. class ended slightly b4 3pm.. damn early.. nv regret goin although almost ALL of my gals frenz was not there.. thanks ar..

ppl do take a look at wat i have done durin my lesson 2dae.. this is e link 2 it:
http://sit.rp.edu.sg/60858/mole_game.swf
don break all my high scores hor.. at least let my name still be there alright.. luvs..

2007-08-16T14:32:00.000+08:00

i’m back 2 blog!

i have my reasons 4 not bloggin as i fall sick sometimes ago.. i’m realli sick n xin ku.. aniwae its over le.. i’m fine now..

ytd went pris sis chalet.. e food was damn nice.. i realli luv it.. but i’m quite bore over there.. 2dae was even more bore.. stay at hm alone n slack e whole dae.. i’m realli sad la.. no ppl call mi out.. suddenly i feel tat i’m all alone.. absolutely no 1 contact mi at all.. it has been such a long time since i last communicate wit human bein.. oops.. i tink i should tok n play wit e wall again.. tml won be goin 2 sch as it won be fun in sch.. most of my frenz has self declare holi le.. sian.. will continue 2 communicate wit e wall again tml.. haiz..

lastly, i realli luv my class w65n.. although e times we spend 2gether re short but i treasure every moments wit all of u.. hope there will be more gatherin 4 us.. i look 4ward 2 a new class.. i wan a class like now..

2007-08-02T15:54:00.000+08:00

i’m here 2 express my feelin!

u can click on e cross button tat is located on e top right hand corner if u choose not 2 read this as it is a long n borin entry..

sch
i luv sch a lot cos i have gort wonderful frenz n faci in class.. but once again i decide 2 skip lesson 2dae as i’m too tire 2 go.. frenz in w65n re e ppl hu motivate mi 2 sch.. however, recently there’s conflict in e class.. it’s all about raci.. e prime minister party tat is held in sch sux.. absolutely not fun at all.. n i donno am i thinkin far too much or wat.. am i causin e frenz around mi 2 be unhappi?

k-box
went 2 k-box ytd wit my classmate.. i’m realli happi wit it.. long time since i last went there.. i luv tat place alot alot.. a place which i can realli relax n enjoy.. frenz date mi out there again pls..

frenz around mi
hmm.. frenz re ppl hu re share around wit mani ppl.. u don own a frenz tat belongs 2 oni u.. but u can own a person tat belong 2 u which is e oni 1 u luv.. lookin at e mtv in e k-box n e sweetness ppl had with either their gf or bf jus make mi so envy..

ut grade
gort an E 4 my datacom n networkin.. how pathetic i am 2 get this grade.. i tink my brain re jus full of shit.. this remind mi of wat my dnt teacher use 2 scold our class durin lesson..

stomachache
luckily i didn’t go 2 sch 2dae.. have been goin in n out of e toilet 4 so mani times till my leg went soft.. hope tat i’m able 2 go sch tml as i don wan 2 miss so mani lesson at 1 goes..

some 1 pass away
hui xian marmi pass away ytd nite.. i was so shock 2 receive this msg.. i’m realli down n sad.. i tink she’s e first auntie i noe.. hui xian is my neighbour n so my best neighbour marmi.. haiz.. her marmi gort e same birthdae as mi.. 2 tink of it, wat’s e use of bein in this world n went tot all e happiness plus sadness.. from young 2 old n start a family wit children around.. every 1 have 2 face e word death.. i realli ke lian her bro.. a pri 5 small boy.. have 2 face a situation like tat n become a single parent..

darlin
she had been transfer out n i would have 1 more missin frenz at work.. sad.. deep hurt inside mi..

tears
lyin on my bed, hidin under my blanket n tears roll down from my eyes 2 my ear.. my pillow was wet.. it has been such a long time since i cried.. ever since i step into sec sch.. i told myself i’m a big gal now n i shouldn’t cry tat often.. bein call a crybaby is somethin i cant take it.. i need some1 2 be by my side n catch my tears console mi.. its e matter tat a person will be right by my side n not jus moral support.. short msg n whatsoever do let mi feel tat i still have frenz around mi.. but hu will be there live jus 4 u? i wonder..

2007-07-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

a special weekend i had!

this is so unusual from e normal.. i don have 2 work wor.. but i find tat i’m more tire than workin.. aniwae i should say i had fun.. but damn tire.. get 2 noe alot of ppl too.. hmm.. once again more hi-bye frenz ya..

sat concert was gd.. but erm cant realli c.. so mani ppl blockin.. sun was better.. but woke up super early.. sian.. had a hard time waitin 4 it 2 start.. while waitin tink tat it wasn’t worth it waitin 4 so long jus 2 get their signature.. but when i get 2 c them, all this is realli worth it.. my eyes jus cant stop starin at ella..

special thanks 2 my 2 gals.. eileen n sirvin.. thanks sirvin 4 e concert tickets n e batt thingy.. eileen e nice n cute cup u gave mi.. i luv u gals.. hmm.. sat tink i have entertain u gals enough but not on sun.. sorri.. cos sun i’m realli tire n havin headache till i have no mood.. aniwae hope 2 c u gals again..

2007-07-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

happi belated birthdae 2 myself!

mon
skip lesson n stay at hm.. cousin came 2 my house.. so shock 2 c them.. e last time i c them was like few yrs ago.. went over pris house n meet her sis.. after tat went hm n start slackin.. my mood was damn bad at nite.. stress n unhappy..

ytd
went 2 sch as usual.. was damn tire as i didn’t sleep well e previous dae.. hmm.. don have e time 2 blog ytd.. so now i shall do it.. wat i can say is this yr i realli had a veri happi birthdae.. all thanks 2 e frenz around mi.. e surprise n everythin u gals gave mi.. n 1 last things, e faci nv wish mi.. hahas.. now i have 2 special thanks 2 some ppl..

jessie, gina n janice – e cake u gals brought 4 mi.. n feedin mi wit pancake.. thanks 4 all tat n e surprise..
winnie n wan xian – e cake n yee mian u gals brought 4 mi.. omg.. double surprise.. thanks wor.. i’m so surprise by my fav yee mian..
catherine – thanks 4 e keychain n ur acc at nite..
hui xian – thanks 4 e necklace..
liling & rosaline – thanks 4 e present u gave mi.. i realli luv e card.. i bet u have spend such a long time doin it.. its damn nice loh.. e best card i ever gort..
yan lin – thanks 4 e disc u make 4 mi.. i realli luv it..
sirvin – although i hasnt gort anythin from u but I bet urs will be e best.. thanks so much..
joanne – thanks 4 e kiss.. wth.. lols..
w65n – thanks every 1 playin a part 2 make mi happi.. winnie happi?

* e best birthdae i had.. thanks every 1 hu have play a part.. i luv u gals.. muackz muackz..

2dae
met up wit winne after i woke up.. went hougang den bugis.. shop n chat around.. she brought several things but not mi.. i don have animore things i wan le.. nth much 2dae.. winnie is over excited n happi over some 1 but not mi even though i oni went out wit her alone.. i luv her beautiful nails tat re paint by her marmi.. can u pls help mi too? my dearest sweetheart.. below re some pic taken..

preparin..

birthdae wish..

a closer shot..

retard mi starin at it..

my first cake..

winnie n mi..

mi wit e cake..

wan xian, mi, winnie n liling..

its us again.. thanks gals..

mi n joanne..

oops.. she gave mi a kiss..

e second cake..

another shot..

its us again..

i luv her.. thanks gal..

mi n wan xian..

i'm tryin 2 feed her..

but in end, its inside my mouth..
finalli she is satisfied wit e photo.. lols..

2007-07-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

video shootin in sch!

had video shootin n i thought tat it would be fun.. hmm.. but it turns out 2 be not so.. mani things happen when we were filmin.. haiz.. don wish 2 mention animore..

lydia hu is my faci brings my grp 2 e6 2 settle somethin.. on our way there wat i can say is lydia is realli a nice gal la.. she treat us like sec sch kids loh.. i tink my attitude towards her change after 2dae.. i don like her all along till 2dae.. make a reflection of all my faci n i find out tat actualli all my faci re not bad la.. i realli like them a lot.. as times reach e endin of e sem.. i have started 2 miss them n luv sch.. i luv my classmate too.. haiz.. how i wish i don have 2 change class.. this is e best class i ever had..

hmm.. darlin brought a t-shirt 4 mi from her holi 2 bangkok.. liling gave mi a shirt n i realli like it.. lastly, receive my 1st birthdae present this yr.. its from juan ling.. she gave mi a necklace wor.. 1st time receive present from her 4 my birthdae..

2007-07-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

CSS!

hmm.. i’m damn tire n don realli feel like bloggin but i have 2.. jus finish watch e css.. all of them gort so lousy result.. i’m realli sad 4 elaine n i tink she sang well.. i hope she gort in 2 e next round although her marks is not high..

4 e cute little shawn.. i always call him xiao di.. his realli cute la.. when he was singin, it’s realli damn nice.. i started screamin when he sang till e last part.. after all, e judges gave him high marks.. i shout like hell.. wat i can say is he realli make his performance veri high.. xiao di u better get in hor.. if not i will not have a peaceful nite.. i’m tire le..

wat can i say about 2dae lesson.. java realli sux 2 e core.. i don even understand a single things.. e faci say u make mi feel like goin hm.. i wan 2 say 2 him u make mi feel like goin hm too.. wth.. donno jiu shi donno.. wat u wan us 2 do.. i hate this lesson..

2007-07-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

a long entry of my entire week!

last weekend
hmm.. workin as usual.. darlin went 2 bangkok leftin mi alone durin break.. was damn borin at work n came out wit my new name.. my nametag shows BHPC which was e shoe brand..
B – beverely
H – ho
P – pei
C – chen
yeah.. tat’s my new name call mi beverely ya.. hahas..

mon
slack at hm 4 e whole dae as i am too lazy 4 sch.. aniwae did nth much.. watch css.. elaine out le.. damn sad..

tue
hmm.. had web multimedia ut.. did quite badly 4 it too.. plan 2 watch movie after sch.. but end up didn’t cos e show no more le.. so went 2 had dinner wit rosaline n liling.. after tat went arcade n play.. gort ourself 3 cans of drinks n tibits 4 our tickets exchange..

wed
went 2 cini 2 watch e movie 13 which is a NC16 show wit yan lin n winnie.. wat can i say about it.. its quite a borin show but veri er xin.. is realli er xin loh.. i nv c b4 so er xin de show.. i almost vomited men.. after tat went far east n shop 4 awhile.. brought 2 pairs of earin..

thur
went 2 cut my hair after sch wit liling.. hmm.. everybody say i always cut hair loh.. including my marmi.. but i like la.. hahas.. my hair now abit funni loh.. after cuttin, liling went 2 my house 2 do her rj n had her dinner.. i have promise 2 acc her 4 dinner n she have 2 acc mi 2 cut hair.. but marmi cook already so i ask her come over 2 my house 2 had dinner.. i tink she’s my first poly frenz hu came 2 my house n eat dinner loh.. hahas..

2dae
went 2 had kfc 4 dinner wit liling n hamizah after sch.. chatted 4 awhile after we finish our dinner n walk around at tam.. hmm.. tml back 2 workin.. sian.. PP de supervisor come out le.. is him.. omg.. my faci.. gonna give ppl say till siao liao..

2007-07-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

not in e mood 2 do anythin!

thur
met up wit eileen after my database ut3 at tam 2 pass her e present.. sorri 4 makin u 2 wait so long ar.. went back hm after tat.. was damn tire.. decide 2 sleep early.. but… went 2 summit my rj n i saw this C107 ut2 D.. wth.. can u imagine i gort D 4 my database.. i gort D+ 4 ut1.. n its like 2 ut grade i gort are so damn lousy.. i’m realli down when i saw this loh.. aniwae thanks 2 yan lin.. she was e 1 there 2 comfort mi.. haiz.. i began 2 ask around other people grade.. i found out most of my frenz were gettin B loh.. a lot of ppl did quite well 4 it.. even royston hu is a sleepin king in class re gettin B.. here re 3 possible reason 4 mi 2 get this grade.. 1. i have not understand a single things durin lesson time.. 2. i’m dae dreamin all along in class.. 3. i’m too stupid 2 learn.. seriously i can oni tink of these 3 points loh.. i can’t tink of ani positive points tat can make myself feel better.. i donno how 2 face my faci.. i’m afraid he will give mi comments about my grade again.. ahhh.. tinkin of all this make mi cant have a peaceful nite..

fri
reach sch n liling told mi tat she need 2 rework on her PP.. wth.. she was damn sad loh.. haiz.. i noe how she feel.. i realli donno y her 1 kanna rework loh.. its like i realli gort use my brain n tink 4 her de loh.. this jus prove tat my brain re too stupid 2 tink.. hmm.. sometimes, i realli donno y some ppl re so flirt.. izzit so diff 2 spend our life by bein single.. i hate this.. n seriously i mean it.. will be workin in e weekend as usual.. n i’m not goin 2 sch on mon.. wat’s e use of attendin lesson regularly n gettin those fuckin idiots ut grade which make u feel even more sad.. wat i can say is.. i’m not a person hu is interested in studyin at all..

lastly, happi advance 20th birthdae 2 rosaline.. tml is her birthdae n i jus get 2 noe it 2dae.. she’s askin present from mi.. hmm.. no time 2 buy ehz..

2007-07-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

movie session!

ytd
went 2 catch a movie transformer after sch at century wit liling, rosaline n hamizah.. had our dinner while waitin 4 e movie 2 start.. e duration of e movie was about 2 n a half hr loh.. reach hm at around 11plus.. damn tire.. left my house in e mornin at 6.45am 2 sch n reach hm so late.. sian.. overall, i don find e show nice loh.. okae okae oni.. i almost fell asleep.. but so mani ppl watch le say nice sia.. n e rosaline was super high.. e whole cinema she is e most noisier de.. she scream, shout, cheer n laugh so loudly ya.. she was soooo crazi over e movie.. hamizah oso say she fallin asleep.. lols..

2dae
nth much as i spend my whole dae at hm slackin.. had singin session alone.. hahas.. i cant control myself not 2 do this when i am at hm.. lols.. o ya.. went 2 ntuc on mon n realize tat e music they play re all s.h.e songs.. so weird loh.. is s.h.e songs not oni from 1 album.. from a lot of diff album.. tink e in-charge oso like s.h.e la.. hahas..

aniwae i wan 2 wish eileen a happi birthdae.. i luv u gf~ meet up soon.. luv ya..

2007-07-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

it has been a super long time since i last update!

last last sun
a veri bore dae as i have 2 spend my dae workin without ani of my close frenz.. hmm.. overall, it wasn’t a gd dae.. i almost cried when i saw them cry..

last tue
went out wit catherine after sch.. hmm.. afterall not so bad..

last wed
woke up early in e mornin 4 e java clinic.. was suppose 2 be my free dae.. but… super tire.. after tat went over 2 liling frenz house n slack.. her name is serene.. a new frenz yeah..

last thur
i did a reflection n realize tat my result is realli goin from bad 2 worst.. i wan a good result but i’m too lazy 2 get it..

ytd
still not enough of rest but work was alright.. time pass veri fast as i was busy wit e 7% GST thingy.. fun leh..

2dae
java ut sux.. i realli donno how 2 do la.. donno wat happen 2 mi sia.. sian.. tml maybe goin 2 catch a movie wit some of my frenz.. PP finalli approve le.. but once again no motivation.. how i wish i can realli own a person n 2 give mi motivation.. i need it!

2007-06-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

a short entry 2 wish marmi happi birthdae!

hmm.. new faci 2dae.. but donno y there’s 2.. e faci seems 2 be alright.. but i didn’t realli pay attention in class.. no mood.. everydae like tat can die men.. began 2 have singin session in class wit jessie n gina.. its realli fun.. jessie lao po de voice hmm damn nice.. i didn’t expect her 2 have such a nice voice.. hahas.. she’s so funni 2dae loh.. i told her 2dae is my marmi birthdae.. den she say auntie happi birthdae make mi laugh like crazi..

2dae heard tat its band ROD’s dae.. it means graduation dae.. hmm.. no 1 tell mi.. so sad.. this shows how unpopular i’m in band.. 5yrs in band.. hmm.. i wonder y.. last min zhi yi call mi but i don feel like goin already.. havin sch.. this type of things must tell mi earlier den i can plan ma.. but i tink e sec 5 re not welcome..

a veri happi birthdae 2 my dearest marmi.. i luv u..

2007-06-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

a post 4 some 1 hu i’m sure u will read in e past but perhaps not now!

hmm.. my dearest sweetheart.. don u realise our relationship(frenzship) has been driftin apart? its has been such a long time since we have spend time 2gether.. until i cant remb u re my sweet sweet or heart heart.. seriously i donno y this happen.. from a super close frenz hu use 2 meet up everydae includin wed 2 a frenz which i don even tok much 2 in class.. no more stayin back in sch 2gether.. no more msn chat in class n at hm.. no more msg n call 2 each other.. no more eatin 2gether durin breakout.. no more learnin 2gether in class.. no more e need of mi in class.. last of all, no more care n concern between us.. aniwae i donno am i e 1 hu cause it? didn’t us say tat we must maintain our relationship 2gether even if we re not in e same class? now haven diff class wor.. u should tink of e reason if realli i am e 1 hu re causin all these.. haiz..

suddenly, i have e urge 2 sing.. have been singin lots n lots of song since ytd.. havin a mini singin session at hm ytd.. i wan 2 have more 2dae.. but no time leh.. tml is my marmi birthdae.. i don have ani surprise 4 her.. tire 2 tink of it oso.. hahas.. summaries of wat had jus happen.. i was so kan chiong tat i walk so fast n i knock onto e fan on e floor.. e fan spilt into half n i have 2 fix it.. marmi still scold mi like hell say wat oni hp ring no need like tat.. say i from small elephant become big 1.. so rough.. hahas..

lastly, my dearest sweet sweet take lots of care.. don fall sick men..

2007-06-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

i'm here 2 rite a short entry!

2dae is a damn borin dae.. i spend my whole wed at hm alone.. woke up at 12pm but lie on my bed till 1pm.. watch 200 pound beauty.. i noe i'm lack.. aniwae it's quite a nice show.. watch e s.h.e mv too.. veri veri nice.. hmm.. tat's how i spend my dae..

lastly i 4gort 2 wish ella a happi birthdae.. her birthdae falls on e 18th of june..

happi belated birthdae ella..

2007-06-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

physically in sch, mentally at hm!

last fri
plan 2 slack at hm n study my ut as i don have time on e weekend.. but once again when it comes 2 study my plan fail.. i jus don have e feelin 4 it.. so when catherine call mi out i jus agree without thinkin much.. aniwae went 2 yishun lib, kfc n northpoint 2 shop around.. first time goin yishun loh.. not tat bad.. gort catherine 2 keep mi entertain.. better than stayin at hm.. would upload e pic next time when i’m free in frenzster..

2dae
hmm.. i tink i 4gort 2 bring my brain 2 sch.. was too tire 4 anythin.. mind couldn’t work at all.. i noe nth about java.. 2 dae of work is killin mi.. didn’t study much 4 my ut.. but it’s alright la.. i don c myself gettin gd grade when i study.. suddenly, i don feel a sense of belongin in my class.. i donno y.. i was e first 2 reach class 2dae n i tink its my first time.. don wish 2 mention animore.. i hate bein e first 2 reach.. totally no mood in class.. absolutely no 1 enetertain mi at all.. decide 2 im yan lin n ask her wat she doin in class.. den she told mi she wasn’t in sch.. hahas.. silly mi.. liling gave mi a pair of orange earin which she brought from bankok.. so gd of her still remb mi.. aniwae gonna miss her tml.. 2dae nv come 4 lesson already tml still don wan come.. i tink she’s too tire la.. nvm.. shall c her on thur den.. hees..

2007-06-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

i hate my life n eveythin tat is happenin includin myself!

i have wrote in my last entry tat i won be bloggin till sch reopen.. here i am 2 blog again.. i’m here 2 fa bi qi.. i’m damn angry, sad n everythin.. y izzit there’s nth gd happenin on mi? y? can some 1 pls tell mi? seriously i hate myself.. how i wish i could jus end my life like tat.. can some 1 pls kill mi? i donno how 2 carry on wit my life.. i have no mood 4 work, sch n play.. i’m lost in e jungle n all i could c re all trees.. no human bein at all.. i wan 2 put a full stop 2 everythin.. haiz..

i realli have 2 say sorri 2 eileen chua.. i didn’t meet her.. wasn’t in a gd mood.. once again its time 4 mi 2 do more reflection on myself..

dead..

2007-06-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

ppl pls pls update mi wit e newest info okae!

i noe i’m slow like wat pauline say.. entainer nv pull long enough n clean it.. from now on i will okae..

sometime i realli find tat bein in diff sch make us all a part.. i’m sad.. makes mi sound like i don even have frenz.. i mean lots of frenz but all hi-bye frenz.. i realise tat within this few dae i understand n learn alot of new things.. watsoever, life still move on!

hmm.. aniwae i gonna miss all of u like crazi.. no pic taken durin outin.. sad.. special thanks 2 those gals hu have acc mi tot e 2 weeks of holi.. u ppl noe hu i am referrin 2.. muackz muackz 4 all of u.. bye..

2007-06-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

yet, another excitin dae is over!

ytd
hmm.. woke up early in e mornin although i slept at 2.30am e dae b4.. did some preparation n called pris.. so met her at east point around 11plus.. shop around 4 awhile n went 2 her house.. sittin infront of her lappy 4 quite sometime.. i have 2 admit its fun hangin out as long as i’m not at hm.. hahas.. meet up pauline in e noon.. headed 2 bugis.. shop, eat n gossip is wat we did e whole dae.. brought a shirt from bugis.. soon its time 2 go back hm.. but i still don feel like.. so i went 2 take bus 12 wit them.. pauline went hm after tat.. while i join pris 2 meet her bf.. hmm.. her andrew is realli funni la.. aniwae stay there 4 awhile.. how i wish i could stay longer n continue wit our game.. sorri pris.. couldn’t acc u till so late.. reach hm n is around 12plus.. took a bath n start sittin down n dae dreamin.. i don feel like sleepin although marmi slept already.. so i began 2 msg my sweet sweet.. its had been such a long time since we last contact.. its oni a few dae but i tink is long.. i tink she has totally 4gotten about mi loh.. she has so much frenz 2 hang out wit.. am i rite? finalli we will not get 2 each other 4 exactly 1 week.. not i don wan meet u hor.. is u okae.. hahas.. aniwae chatted wit her on e phone 4 a veri veri long time.. until 3plus in e mornin.. damn tire loh.. i tink e few hrs of chattin is enough as we have 2 miss each other 4 1week.. hahas.. realli thanks 4 acc mi tot e nite.. i luv u so much best frenz n i hope our relationship will last like wat u say!

2dae
its mend 2 be a slackin dae at hm.. damn bore loh.. nvm.. gonna meet up eileen chua later at nite 2 catch up wit her.. should be goin hm late again.. hmm.. i have been readin alot of stuff.. when i come 2 tink of it n reflect.. seriously i'm hurt without ani 1 noticin n carin 4 mi.. wat's this? cryin doesnt solve anythin.. so i promise myself not 2 drop tears at all.. won be bloggin till sch reopen.. so ppl tc n enjoy..

2007-06-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

another borin dae at hm!

woke up in e mornin n start playin game.. after awhile marmi wanted 2 go shing song.. so i ask her 2 wait 4 mi 2 play finish my game.. went there wit her.. aniwae gort myself some stuff.. have been cravin 4 my yan yan biscuit few dae ago.. so marmi brought it 4 mi.. she brought a lot of things 4 mi 2 eat.. hahas.. i tink she noe tat bringin mi down is a wrong move.. watever i c i oso wan de loh.. came back hm.. started 2 eat my biscuit.. marmi jus cant stand mi men.. i’m realli a small kid 2 her.. hahas..

i’m realli bore at hm loh.. i started playin around wit new stuff.. so i went 2 record my voice.. is quite lame but fun.. i record alot of time.. still go n sing those i don realli noe how 2 sing de song.. decide 2 send it 2 eileen, yan lin n winnie.. i noe i’m lame but ppl entertain mi okae.. i’m sad cos i’m bore.. aniwae hopefully tml will be a better dae 4 mi.. i’m lookin 4ward 2 it..

was damn busy in e evenin.. helpin marmi make e roti-prata.. damn ma fan.. i’m a lazy gal la.. don like 2 do this type of things de..

2007-06-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

i’m damn sad!

suddenly i feel tat holi re not as nice as wat i tink.. i noe i’m random.. have been hopin 4 it n now i dislike it.. i donno y.. holi re jus passin dae by dae.. absolutely no 1 entertain mi accept my marmi.. she’s e person i have been tokin 2 since mornin.. haiz.. sad.. every 1 gort their own things 2 busy wit.. n here i am sittin infront of my lappy dreamin.. i hate this!

i kept thinkin whether have i done e correct move? e ans 2 it is no.. i told darlin everythin.. she say tat i shouldn’t have do tat.. but wat’s done cant be undone.. i have 2 accept e fact n continue 2 move on.. i’m realli sad..

i make darlin veri happi on sat due 2 her birthdae present n everythin on tat dae.. but sun i tink she was angry wit mi.. i didn’t wait 4 her n went out wit my other frenz since they came down.. once again i broke my promise.. sorri.. i felt bad.. haiz..

2007-06-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

i'm back in sch!

ytd
went mani mani places n take mani mani bus.. hahas.. crazi mi wit sweet sweet.. thanks 4 ur acc.. muackz muackz.. finalli exchange my shirt n brought myself a belt.. wee.. happi..

2dae
went back 2 sch wit li ling n her frenz.. she reformat her lappy.. i was surfin e net n here i come bloggin in sch.. hahas.. o.. i jus remb i 4 gort 2 mention somethin here.. n tat's my stupid mp4.. e screen break into bits n pieces.. so sad men.. tink i'm realli rough men.. sian.. tml will be another bore dae 4 mi.. back 2 workin in weekend as usual..

2007-06-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

a random update!

i’m startin 2 miss some of my frenz..

below re e list of people hu i have not met 4 such a long time..

last saw them

priscilla (at sentosa)
eileen chan (at s.h.e cd cover exchange)
sirvin (at her house bus stop)

pauline (at sentosa)

eileen chua (at her house bus stop.. i acc her hm k)

hamizah (e last dae of sch)
rosaline (e last dae of sch)

yan lin (e last dae of sch in bus 960)

w65n ppl (e last dae of sch)

catherine (hmm.. after e movie session i guess)

my sweet sweet (omg.. izzit within 24hrs n i have started 2 miss u)

* gals above pls take note n sorri if i have miss out ani 1 of u..

2007-06-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

an update of my holi!

mon
i wan it 2 be my rest dae as its jus e start of my holi.. but it turn up 2 be a bad dae 4 mi.. after i ate my lunch, i feel damn uncomfortable.. feel like vomitin throughout e dae.. afterall i did vomite at nite.. didn’t ate much tat nite..

tue
went 2 bugis n citylink wit my sweetheart.. hmm.. brought a jeans short pants.. shop around till evenin n i decided 2 go hm.. sorri 4 goin hm so early k.. i’m realli sick n tire..

2dae
went 2 expo wit juan ling.. she’s damn steady.. i call her out ytd nite n she str8 away say okae.. hahas.. make mi feel tat i still have some super steady frenz.. walk around n spend alot of money.. brought lots of stuff too.. back 2 bedok inter n i saw zi wei n yulianti.. hmm.. went 2 chat wit them 4 quite long.. aniwae a nice gatherin.. long time since i last saw zi wei.. she’s still as pretty as b4.. when i was about 2 go hm.. i saw another person.. don wish 2 mention here.. oni juan ling n my sweetheart noe.. pls don say out k.. sian..

2007-06-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

s.h.e cd cover exchange!

wed
went out wit my sweet sweet.. liling don wanna meet us.. so e 2 of us go er ren shi jie again.. shop around tam 4 e whole dae.. hahas.. aniwae had fun..

thur
went 2 work cos it’s a public holi.. sweet sweet miss a chance 2 work.. she damn sad.. hahas.. den noe a new gal there.. she’s quite friendly.. had fun wit her too..

2dae

went sch as usual.. everythin turns out 2 be fine.. until my sweet sweet left e class.. i was damn sad n angry at tat time loh.. she promise 2 go bugis wit mi 2 exchange e s.h.e cd cover.. but she intended 2 pon sch wit her team.. so she did it.. left mi behind.. nvm la.. its all over.. she make mi learn how 2 be in class without her.. i would make her learn too.. in e comin weeks.. hahas.. aniwae still went down 2 bugis meet her after sch la.. don wanna be angry wit her le.. tire.. realli thanks liling 4 her acc.. noe few more frenz at there.. manage 2 exchange wit e help of sweet sweet frenz.. thanks.. muackz muackz 4 her.. sweet sweet promise mi not 2 make mi so sad again can? sob sob.. below re e pic took jus now..

obviously it's not all mine.. i took e ella 1..

2007-05-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

serious mood swing!

last wed
stay at hm whole dae.. tot of doin PP n i did.. but afterall i found out tat i have done all wrong.. sad.. study java ut.. but oni 4 awhile n didn’t complete studyin..

last thur
had java ut.. lots of careless n i don realli noe how 2 do it..

last fri
plan not 2 go 4 lesson 2 finish my PP.. but i went cos my sweet sweet promise 2 acc mi after sch 2 motivate mi do.. finalli i complete it.. first time stayin in sch till 8pm.. seriously i luv e sch library at nite.. damn romantic.. went 2 eat kfc with sweet sweet.. sorri 4 makin u acc mi tat nite.. reach hm at 10plus.. damn tire.. aniwae realli thanks u gals a lot.. u all like oso need 2 thanks mi hor.. hahas..

last sat
went 2 work as usual.. nth much happen.. jus tat e GSS make mi so busy at work.. i hate it.. aniwae i’m not angry wit darlin.. its okae 4 mi 2 wait 4 her as i have sweet sweet 2 acc mi too.. but in end still go hm alone..

last sun
happi birthdae 2 pris.. i almost burst out in tears durin work.. realli damn stress n i felt like quittin.. lots of customer like tryin 2 make fun of mi.. i’m damn angry.. i can’t stand it men.. luckily i work till 8pm oni.. i realli need 2 thanks sweet sweet 4 keepin mi entertain.. seriously i’m realli down n i need someone 2 cheer mi up..

mon
lesson was alright.. n i’m goin 2 flung my database ut as i was like starin infront of e paper 4 so long without doin it.. i can say tat i didn’t study loh.. i’m goin 2 get a F 4 it.. i tink i deserve it.. told gina about my work things.. she was there laugin.. she say tat maybe i’m havin mood swing.. n i come 2 tink of it.. o ya.. i tink so too.. i’m goin crazi men.. by jus describin u won feel it.. when things happen on u, u will understand n feel it..

2dae
i hate e faci.. she tink she’s cute.. but i tink i’m cuter.. hahas.. aniwae she change e team n i’m not realli happi wit it.. haiz.. but overall, i realli luv my classmate a lot a lot.. so far, this seem 2 be my best class from yr 1 sem 1 2 now.. special thanks 2 all of them esp. my sweet sweet.. i’m realli lucky 2 have u in my life.. muackz muackz.. i cant imagine my life without u.. seriously i need u.. hahas.. but i guess things will change as time past.. sad sad.. aniwae thanks 4 acc mi 2dae.. sorri 4 makin u suffer in e rain wit mi.. tc k.. tml will be my off dae.. means i would have nth 2 do accept sleepin.. ppl pls date mi out men.. sweet sweet i’m referin 2 u hor.. hahas.. but i tink i fall sick cos of e rain n e cold bus which make mi freeze like hell.. jessie lao po 2dae nv come sch.. i miss her n i bet she misses us too..

can some 1 pls change my luck?

2007-05-23T00:34:00.000+08:00

i jus cant get things done!

last weekend was special than usual.. get 2 work wit winnie.. lots of craps.. hahas.. but started 2 have sexy voice.. its alright cos when i start 2 tok ppl will look at mi in a weird way.. should stop eatin heaty food..

mon sch was usual.. brought myself a mp4 n ear piece.. thanks 2 those hu acc mi.. sorri 2 make u gals wait.. special thanks 2 rosaline 4 acc mi 2 CC.. realli luv her on tat dae.. she’s damn damn gd 2 mi.. things tat i tot she will do like askin mi faster la.. all gone.. so happi.. muackz muackz..

2dae stay back in class after sch.. liling didn’t come.. so left wit winnie n mi.. hmm.. er ren shi jie.. lame.. shall stop my crap.. tml will be a damn busy dae.. gort lots n lots of stuff 2 do although there isn’t lesson.. time’s runnin out 4 mi.. can some 1 pls motivate mi 2 do my PP? i realli don feel like touchin on it.. lookin 4ward 2 holi..

2007-05-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

life is fill wit up n down!

last weekend went 2 work as usual but it was abit borin.. i tink tml will be better as from now winnie will be there acc mi.. hahas.. so happi men.. 1 more frenz 2 keep mi entertain..

this week has been a veri busy week 4 mi.. mon n tue went sch as usual.. nth much happen.. jus lots of craps wit my frenz.. but i have 2 admit we re stress.. wed no lesson but went sch as usual.. did some thinkin 4 my PP n i noe my deadline are gettin nearer.. i felt as in i cant breathe.. NO MORE TIME LEFT.. yet i’m still slackin.. went java workshop as i have sign up.. c how hardworkin am i.. no lesson still go 4 workshop.. i have 2 admit java is tough n i realli cant understand.. i hope i could finish this module fast.. its drivin mi crazi.. thur didnt attend lesson.. NO LESSON = PON SCH.. hahas.. yes.. i did.. went k-box.. pon 4 some reason n ended up at k-box.. damn tire..

2dae went 2 sch as usual.. i’m realli sick n tire of sch.. tot of pon again but cant la.. always pon will affect my GPA.. but my dearest winnie pon again.. she was down wit flu, cough, fever n etc.. i gort infected by her n tat’s 4 sure.. hangin around wit her from mon 2 fri.. donno how e virus spread oso.. i’m oso sick now but still alright la.. didn’t study my ut ytd.. was damn tire.. realli don have e mood.. feel so guilty 4 not studyin.. i’m goin 2 flung e paper.. prepared 4 e worst men.. lappy kanna virus n its goin 2 spoilt or infect its spoilt.. gonna make a trip 2 repair.. hu’s kind enough 2 acc mi there?

2007-05-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

i’m back 2 start a new entry!

wed was mend 2 be my rest dae.. i have plan 2 stay at hm n slack.. but however, went out wit winnie n li ling.. actualli plan 2 study.. but we end up slackin e whole dae.. realli had a veri veri nice dae.. saw alot of ppl whom i noe when slackin.. its realli a lot.. wherever i go oso like this n tat oso my frenz.. all from diff segments..

thur after sch oso slack e whole dae after ut.. nowadays i always reach hm late as i spend too much times outside wit my new classmates le.. hahas.. still clickin veri well wit them..

2dae stay back after sch 4 fun too.. finish my rj n e 500 words essay given by my frenz winnie.. i wrote more than tat.. hahas.. both of us so bo liao give each other work 2 do.. hmm.. a date 2 let mi remb which is on 7th of may.. shouldn’t mention it here.. thanks 2 darlin too.. she realli give mi gd advise n i’m gonna miss her like crazi.. i tink i’m gonna die soon.. hope everythin will be fine.. last of all, java sux n i realli had a hard time doin it..

2007-05-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

first dae absent from sch 4 this sem!

ytd went tank concert after sch.. actualli didn’t have e chance but hui xian decide not 2 go.. so i took her ticket.. e concert was not bad.. it was realli funni.. overall i had enjoy it.. was damn tire as i reach hm late..

2dae was even a more excitin dae.. went sch in e mornin ALONE.. cos hui xian n rosaline nv go sch.. so sad.. reach sch but not yet class saw winnie.. so i was like happily chattin wit her.. suddenly she say she feel like goin k-box.. actualli i oso have e same thinkin as her.. we plan 2 go tml de.. but we jus cant wait.. lols.. so called those hu re interested.. but i tink skip sch not realli a lot of ppl like.. so overall oni went there wit winnie n michelle.. woo.. wit my new classmate ya.. hahas.. aniwae i luv them lots.. i realli had lots of fun.. esp. chattin wit winnie.. she jus cant make mi stop laughin..

tml i will be slackin at hm.. damn damn tire.. rest dae again.. hmm.. pon sch is not a gd things but sorri i have already pon.. SORRI..

2007-05-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

my first ut 4 yr2!

2dae is e first ut 4 this sem.. i have 2 admit tat this is e first time tat i am so excited about my ut.. i have realli study 4 it.. but it since tat i don have much confident.. perhaps i’m jus too slow la.. tink so long until my hand is numb n i couldn’t type properly.. hope i don flung it men.. o.. i saw wei jie from my sec when i alight from e bus 168 jus now.. he came 2 tok 2 mi n we began chattin.. he was carryin 1 cartons of ice-cream cone.. n he ask if i wan some.. i say i don wan but he insist 2 give mi when i’m takin e same bus as him.. hahas.. so i took 2 of e ice-cream walkin hm.. ppl should be tinkin i crazi no plastic bag.. hahas.. aniwae i wan 2 thanks him n e ice-cream is realli nice.. dad ate 1 n i have 2 share wit marmi.. not enough.. so nice men..

ytd sch was as usual.. but i realli had lots of fun in class although sch work is gettin more n more diff.. went 2 had dinner wit my frenz after sch.. we ate pizza hut.. n i can say this is e first time i ate pizza hut.. went there wit 4 of my frenz.. all from diff areas.. 1 sec classmate, 1 yr1 first sem classmate n 2 of my now classmate.. hahas.. so fun..

hmm.. gettin more n more stress now.. i had so much things tat is waitin 4 mi 2 be done.. i’m realli lucky 2 finish my ce points la.. n now PP.. haiz.. i realli don have e mood.. but i must get e fact tat if i don do i cant graduate and get my diploma cert.. so yan lin, we must realli work hard n encourage 1 another 2 do.. n yes, we must have confident tat we will finish it..

2007-05-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

i’m back 2 do some update!

last sun i took bus 65 back hm from work n on my way somethin bad happen again.. i saw a pervertic guy again.. this time was an indian man.. i realli hate this 2 happen loh.. long story.. y am i always e 1 hu get hurt.. i hate this.. n from now on everydae when i am in e bus i’m so afraid.. mon went sch as usual.. mornin went down 2 eat wit my classmate.. first time sia.. whole grp of ppl in my class.. i realli regret 2 go n take e tank concert ticket tat is in my sch.. so sad.. o ya.. yan lin i realli wan 2 thank u.. although u still haven help mi take e ticket but thanks 4 tryin ur effort.. so touch sia.. after sch stay back in sch wit 2 of my classmate n myza.. sorri myza 4 waitin so long.. stay back cos my frenz miss last week lesson n i have promise 2 teach her..

ytd went 2 work.. was damn busy workin cos there was so much ppl.. n afterall i realize tat it was mei yu birthdae.. didn’t noe tat so all of us jus share n brought her a super mini cake.. i realli hate her ytd cos she say it were be her last dae workin as she need 2 do her sch work.. so sad.. i will lost a super gd frenz.. i realli enjoy soooo much workin wit her.. she was so shock tat i tink almost 30 of her frenz came down 2 OG ytd.. they sang her a birthdae song durin her break.. n i tink her tears almost drop.. if i’m her i will be damn happi loh.. i have NV had a wonderful n surprise birthdae b4.. 4 mi my birthdae is like nth.. at hm no 1 will do anythin.. in sch oso nth as i change classmate so often.. absolutely nth but its okae la.. i’m so use 2 it le.. after work went hm wit darlin n juan ling..

2dae there isn’t ani lesson.. so i plan 2 study my ut at hm.. but fail 2 do so.. my tummy hurt so much tat i feel like killin myself.. i donno wat happen 2 mi.. i ate panadol n its still hurt.. i almost cried n mum stare at mi.. i tink she was shock too.. she say u keep sayin pain but i cant help u.. i roll everywhere around my house.. sit, stand or sleep oso its hurt.. i wan 2 go sch tml.. haiz.. hope i can go men..

2007-04-25T15:44:00.000+08:00

jus a little update!

did nothin much recently.. everydae was e same.. goin 2 sch n comin back hm n sleep.. except wed i don have 2 go sch n i can start slackin at hm.. finalli have enough of sleep 2dae.. sch work is gettin more n more tough.. n i tink there's realli a lot of things 2 study in IT.. e computer know mi i oso donno e computer loh.. stress.. sch work is killin mi.. but class still not bad.. i have gort quite a lot of good classmate hu re willin 2 share n teach mi.. oso crap around wit mi..

went 2 cut my hair ytd.. now it's damn short.. i donno how am i goin sch tml.. tink i should clip up my fringe.. or else i look so barbie doll.. hmm.. i always tink tat RP is a damn relax sch.. there's nth much 4 mi 2 worry about.. but from e dae i enter e sch it wasn't like tat.. everydae in sch was so stressful..

finalli myza gort 2 understand all these.. hahas.. she thought it was relax but now she noe how stress could it be.. poor myza always skip her meal.. afterall i still tink tat i enjoy sch.. sch is definitely better than workin life..

taken in sch lift without noticin by my classmate..

2007-04-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

back 2 sch!

i'm finalli back 2 sch after a long holi..

wat can i say.. hmm.. i'm startin 2 luv sch more n more.. i tink lesson was alright.. n i have so mani ppl acc mi.. hahas.. classmate.. hmm.. still don realli noe them.. didn't realli tok 2 them too.. but its alright cos i don even care n give a damn..

2dae rot at hm cos there isn't ani lesson.. but did had a wonderful dae by watching s.h.e concert again.. had enough of rest too.. somethin tat i hate alot recently was my marmi frenz.. pls remb i don even give a damn by wat u ppl say mi.. i hate them.. wtf.. i oni believe in wat i tink.. so u ppl pls shut up ur big mouth men.. i bet bad things will happen 2 them soon..

2007-04-13T14:44:00.000+08:00

some update of my excitin daes!

tue went sentosa.. hmm.. realli had a nice dae.. special thanks 2 e 2 gals.. pris n pauline.. thanks 4 everythin.. i realli appreciate it.. hope we were have more excitin one next holi.. sometimes my parent makes mi tink a lot.. they always tok n tok which make mi feel tat i'm realli a small kid 2 them.. hello.. i'm 19 this yr.. big enough 2 tink 4 myself n had all e decision made by myself.. i feel like they re not givin mi freedom.. which i hate it most..

wed went out wit catherine 2 tam.. had our dinner 2gether n watch e reapin.. e movie was quite scary but i don realli get wat e movie means.. still lots of questions like y this n tat happen.. hahas..

2dae did nth much.. met up wit sirvin in e afternoon 2 lend s.h.e concert dvd from her.. i realli wan 2 thanks her men.. i was bein so troublesome.. watch e dvd immediately after i reach hm.. it was damn bloody nice.. omg.. i start 2 go crazi when i watch it.. it jus makes mi like ella more n more.. e effort she put in.. i jus feel so happi 4 her bein so successful.. would not be bloggin till sch reopen.. tml have 2 pack all my stuff cos weekend i need 2 work n mon will be a brand new start of yr 2.. shall post some of e pic i took on tue..

mi taken by pauline without noticin..

mi, pauline n pris..

mi n pauline taken wit e nice background..

its us again..

funni face of us..

again..

mi n pris..

she beat mi.. hahas..

after our bath..

on our way hm in e tram..

2007-04-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

an entry jus 4 u!

knowin u 4 about 3 months n plus plus, i find tat u re a veri friendly n carin person.. i realli wan 2 thanks u 4 bein wit mi in e past.. when i needed someone 2 acc mi u re always there without fail..

after some though, i decide 2 stop contactin wit u as i wan 2 find out do i realli had feelin 4 u.. hmm.. after sometimes, i began 2 tok 2 u.. u make a guess y did i do tat.. n i tink ur ans was all rite.. u told mi 2 let fate n time decide everythin.. i totally agree wit u.. i still remb u ask mi out 4 dinner tat time but i couldn't make it.. i felt so sorri.. maybe some regrets too.. i don wanna make myself tink too much as i noe u had some feelin 2wards D.. aniwae sch reopen n we don contact as much as we did durin e holi..

sometimes later i found out tat u gort att.. i believe u had a wonderful valentine dae wit her too.. tat was wat u have been waitin.. o ya n times flies.. 2dae is ur 19th birthdae.. i realli wan 2 wish u a happi birthdae n hope u enjoy urself 2 e fullest wit ur gf.. tc my dear frenz n hope ur gf will bring u happiness.. meet up soon n i shall start crappin wit u again.. hahas..

2007-04-09T18:54:00.000+08:00

seriously i don tink i have ani feelin 4 guys animore!

fri i went back 2 work.. it was tire 2 bring myself back 2 e workin environment.. as usual i took bus service 65 there.. after few stops there was this guy hu came n sit beside mi.. at first i was thinkin this guy gort abit weird cos e bus gort so mani empty seat n y must he sit beside mi.. i hate this.. he start 2 sit veri close 2 mi until his lap touches mine.. i began 2 sit more inside.. he continue 2 squeeze mi until i feel veri uncomfortable.. i wanted 2 get out but i’m afraid tat he will touch mi if i do tat.. he even put his hand on my lap.. omg.. i'm realli afraid.. i keep strugglin.. his realli tryin 2 take advantage of mi.. he even push my bag away..

wth.. wat a terrible dae i had.. tink my lucky leaf had become a unlucky one.. first time wear tution kanna cancel.. second time saw tat guy.. afterall he is a chinese 20plus yrs old guy.. this is not e first time i had this type of things b4.. it has been quite a lot of time.. i cant stand it animore.. i tink this is probably e reasons y i jus cant accept guy.. seriously i'm veri afraid of them..

sat n sun continue workin.. nth much happen durin work.. jus crap n all sort of nonsense.. 2dae went out wit pris 2 had our lunch at my house downstair.. after tat li fen join us n we went 2 B.H.P.C. 2 sign our payment voucher.. went hm after we do tat.. slack all e way till nite.. tml will be goin 2 e sentosa.. hope it doesn't rain.. i'm lookin 4ward 2 it..

2007-04-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

some update of wat i did durin e holi!

29th of march went giant wit my mum.. it was realli big.. but we brought nth much ya.. 4 tat week, weekend was borin like usual.. did nth much at all.. last mon was suppose 2 had a tuition session.. but last min it was cancelled.. i'm damn angry when i heard tat.. long story..

tue went 2 sch wit sirvin.. wat i can say is i realli enjoy it.. i hope they could do well 4 SYF.. miss e daes i'm in band.. wed went out wit juan ling n sirvin first.. watch mr bean.. hmm.. e show was jus alright oni.. e haunted sch was better.. hahas.. n ya 4gort 2 mention about e KFC sux service.. i tink KFC is gettin from bad 2 worse la.. cant stand them..

n ppl do remb if i don like somethin i realli will get angry n start scoldin de.. tat's mi.. meet eileen after tat n we headed 2 sirvin house 2 have majong session.. at nite went 85 market 2 eat dinner.. after tat acc eileen hm n hm i go..

2007-03-29T17:10:00.000+08:00

i am jus too bore by stayin at hm 4 so mani daes!

last wed went out wit darlin, sheau hui n juan ling.. brought some stuff too.. but this time round no more clothin cos i have enough.. i brought a heart necklace which i have been lookin 4 so long.. a new QQ wallet.. n e puma bag which i wan.. after tat went kfc 2 have dinner.. at nite juan ling went hm n e rest of us went 2 watch e haunted sch.. i can say tat it was quite a nice show.. but lame at times..

last fri went 2 PP 2 shop around wit my family.. shouldn't mention much cos i tink u ppl will read till blur.. had prawn noodles n swenson 4 dinner.. weekend realli sux.. i am bore 2 death.. no need 2 work cos under renovation.. i tink this is e first time i am at hm durin e weekend since i have start workin.. i realli hate this.. hope i could go back n work next week.. if not i can die men..

tue went out wit my sec sch frenz.. had a great dae.. lookin 4ward 2 more excitin one.. ytd went out wit my workin frenz 2 k-box n after tat 2 michael house.. his house is realli big men.. veri nice.. inside still gort pool table.. how i wish tat is my house.. hahas.. 2dae did nth much.. went tam inter in e mornin 4 awhile n started 2 rot at hm till now..

2007-03-20T15:44:00.000+08:00

it has been such a long time since i last update!

i wouldn't be updatin my blog so often nowadae.. cos i am lazy 2 do tat.. i still gort so mani pictures 2 upload but i don have e mood 2 do it..

have been workin since 27th of feb till 11th of march.. no off dae.. but it was realli fun workin wit li fen 4 few daes n pris e rest.. without them i would die men.. had 2 daes off after tat.. but i went out 4 e whole 2 dae.. brought 6 pairs of bottom within 2 daes.. which cause my pocket 2 have a big hole.. i tink i have spend 4 like few hundred in 2 daes time..

continue workin cos e next dae was private sales.. finish work on e 18th.. i am realli goin 2 have a great time restin at hm men.. 2daes of rest n i shall continue hangin out wit my frenz tml..

2007-02-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

below re jus only half of e pic i took recently tat i have uploaded!
pictures of mi alone..

my nails tat re paint by mi..

joanne n mi..

darlin 4 life..

2007-02-27T00:36:00.001+08:00

my class w16e taken in diff daes wit diff faci..

2007-02-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

some candid shots of my class w16e gals..